K, Liping
Lp / Yvonne
moodswings , hyper , exuberant
, vivacious , mean .
its not about the big things. The great gestures, the public displays of affection. It’s all the small things, pieced together one by one. Like a puzzle, it’s no fun unless the pieces are small and the challenge is high. The little things in life are what makes life worth living. Making memories, one step at a time.
ON CONSTRUCTION or dead
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Human Calendar.
This is not the end,still on construction!
One of a kind
life is like a box of crayons. most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. i fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though i've got a few missing. it's ok though, becos i've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. i have a bit of problem though in tt i can only meet the 8 color boxes. Does any one else have tt problem ? i mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling , of articulation.. so when i meet someone who's an 8-color type.. im like '' hey, boy magenta!'' and he's like , '' oh, you mean purple!'' and he goes off on his purple thing, and im like '' no - i want magenta! ''
My updates
K;its all part of growing up , right ?
shades of pain tt comes easy .
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Chronology
Sunday, February 20, 2011 8:13 PM
chronology -
You're racing against with nothing but time. And is time ever on anybody's side? No. Time waits for no man, it has the upper hand, not you. You can't change or stop the hands of the ticking clock, and even if you do, it still goes on. And when you think that you still have all the time in the world, you realized that you don't have much seasons left to do what you actually want.
It's time to wake up and get something done.
*my future *
and thats not it .
theres more to it especially when it comes to finding out the Truth .
战场哪里有什么朋友，明天他们就是你的敌人
its time for Mind-games again ^^ its been quite sometime but its alright if u ask me , it will definitely be alright ...
u deliberately tried to ruin my Life , tear it a apart but look - IM DOING GREAT ! :D
Forgive & Forget ? nahh , i'll push that aside and settle u down before i get back to being a normal teen.
im no longer a 14 . in fact i'll be 17 in 4days time .
ever heard of ' a leopard will never change its spot ' ? yeppp , You Just Bought Back My worst self :)
nice to meet u.
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你敬别人一尺，人家还你一丈。
Friday, February 18, 2011 9:26 PM
心情好DOWN 啊！！
首先………… 想跟大家说：
╭══╮ ╭╧╮ ╭╧╮ ╭╧╮ ╭╧╮ ╭╧╮ ╭╧╮ ╭╧╮
╭╯■■ ║ ═✿◕‿◕✿❤(｡◕‿-｡)❤˚║新║ ═║年║ ═║快║ ═║樂║
╰⊙═⊙╯ ╘∞╛ ╘∞╛ ╘∞╛ ╘∞╛ ╘∞╛ ╘∞╛ ╘∞╛
……可爱吧 ：）虽然现在我没有UPDATE，或许你们也没有来着平静的空间了但是每当我很难过或很开心但又没有人可以和我分享的时候。。我就会来到这里。
不知不觉就打华文了~
好吧，现在轮到我告诉大家我最近到底是怎么了~
最近发现到很多藏了好久好久的秘密……听到的时候，心很痛。
虽然不是爱人， 而是 我信任的朋友们～ 但不懂我是怎么了，还是感到伤心。
有必要这样对我吗？
”你敬别人一尺，人家还你一丈“。 同样的，我也会这么对待你。坏或好，都一样。
女人。''心机‘’，长期背着负面的意义，耍心机就是坏女人，如果你还是这么想，你就落伍了。心机其实就是用心，也是智慧。无论是装可爱还是装可怜，动一点心机，爱情会更有趣，工作会更打进，如果小心机可以抓住大幸福，有何不可呢？
现在你应该刚觉到我对你们的陌生吧。。我本来就不属于这里，我本来就不应该在这里！ 在这里受了伤害却不能求救……因为我知道…没有人会救我。
但是，
有一个人……改变了我的生活，把我的生活变得更加精彩,更加有趣！
可是，
我重来没有珍惜过他。
本来不觉得你特别疼我之到你放弃我以后，
已经太迟了！～
都来不及感谢你呢 ):
何必寻找所谓的天堂，原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
清远平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你 在心上 已然是 天堂 ~
你肯定没有机会读这篇POST 可是我肯定你终有一天会知道我其实有多么的爱你。。。
对不起
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DEAD BLOG
Tuesday, February 1, 2011 7:57 PM
THIS BLOG IS ROTTTTTING ! HAHAHA IM FEELING HIGH NOW THEREFORE I AM BLOGGGING ! YES , I AM DOING A POST ... SINCE WHEN ! HAHAHAHAHAHA
OK BYE BYE
IF ANY1 CAME ACROSS THIS , HI !!! I SAID IFFFFFFFFFFFFFF X:
OK SAYONARA ~
LOVE U ^^
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i will be fine !
Sunday, October 31, 2010 9:56 PM
i constantly find myself getting wrapped up in thoughts of the past..
things i need to let go of.. things i need to move on from.. you always want your life to be the perfect fairy tale.. when in reality we all go through pain.. we cry... we hurt.. we lose..
everything in life has its ups &and downs , you just have to make the choice of what is actually worth it..
you can't expect people to change into what you want them to be, you will always be disappointed..
one of the hardest things in life is accepting reality. this has always been a struggle of mine. sometimes the smallest things can make you feel like the world is coming to an end..
you have to know that everything gets easier.. everything passes.. and with time everything will be fine.
yea ... i will be fine
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to you, Bestfriend
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 6:46 PM
To my one & only Bestfriend.
i was looking at the pictures we took last time,and reading the emails & sms . And i almost cried. Okay i cried i just didnt want to admit it. Its been some time since we email or text each other. We use to do it almost everyday back when we were in the same school. I guess thats why i got emotional when i read it now. Something so honest so true.
And im ashamed that i have not been the greatest friend to you. I love you to death and kills me that youre saying all the part about ending stuff. It kills me that i dont know whats bothering you and whats stressing you and i only get to know parts of it when its all over and you've gone through it. It kills me that i wasnt there and that im not the one to say that every things going to be fine.
Honestly i know it seems like im so far away that you cant even reach me but believe me when i say that im here any minute of the day you choose to pick up the phone and call me. Its my mistake for not looking out cos i assume too much. I'll assume that youre busy and i'll assume that youre fine. And i get things wrong... I want to give you hope as much as you want it. What saddens me is that most of the stuff you said is true.
I remember the big fight, i remember how we pretend that we hated each other and not talk to each other for a long time. It was my mistake and i did alot of shitty stuff but you, kristy was always there for me. Remember how i would call you up on the phone and ask for help ?
I fucked up pretty bad in the past years and you were there all along picking me up. Even when i didnt listen.
The point is, i was at my high and you never left me when the lowest low hit me. Im sorry for everytime that you felt that i wasnt there. But you should know no one is ever going to leave you. I am never going to leave you. This is the most honest post i had dedicate to u since like ever on this blog. I miss us when like we were three years ago,at siglap,at the park,at your house,at my house,at vivocity,at anywhere. But times have change yet we're all still here.
Thank u for everything babe , i love u & i miss u so damn much.
and now im wondering how did we not talk for so long ,,,,, again ?!! & why.
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Monday, July 12, 2010 5:10 PM
i typed a whole chunk of word here but i deleted it becoz u know what ? no one will understand . You wont understand .
living under this roof is tiring ..... No one here is willing to listen, not that im afraid to speak up.
U guys were the one who make me come back to this place which YOU , ONLY YOU who thinks its better for me. if staying in a place where im not happy is what u think its better then what else can i say ? u call the shots what.
i juz dont feel as if i belong here in this fucking country !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is it so hard to understand me ?!
its simple , im not happy here .... i miss singapore .thats all
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Wednesday, June 23, 2010 11:22 PM
THE THEORY IS STILL JUST A THEORY.
How time flies and im still here.
still hoping and waiting and trying .
& the scary thing is i dont have a Plan B . Zzz ,the Plan A is already putting me off enough. im not about to surrender, im juz undeniably scared. And for someone who lacks so much at this point, the speed of time alone horrifies me. I Dont Know, i really want a clean slate...
Its like i know what i want and i know what i need but why is it so hard to get there ?!!
Like i said , time flies and though next year sounds like a long shot. This year was suppose to my year, like yours . studying hard to achieve good grades in your N'lvl. And i hate myself everyday for not making it. I go throught each day like a programmed robot except with a smile plastered on my face yet im learning to control the things i can and someday know i will.
* im still holding on . Wondering when is the day when i can juz freely let it go ! seriously , this is tiring me out.... sigh.
*Holding on to smth i know that i'll lose it someday. Why isnt love forever.
deep down, i wished that you to be mine forever. However, i know that ... it will never be granted.
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what do u think ?
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 6:57 PM
Today
Someone special handed me this meaningful thing, (credits to @byesecret)
Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right,
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life.
And sometimes,
you think you’re already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again.
For some, they think letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person.
In my opinion, some are afraid to see the only one they love,
being held by someone else.
Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love.
Love is always present.
It’s just that one was being loved too much,
and the other was being loved too little.
As we all know,
the heart is the center of the body,
but it beats on the left.
Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right.
Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love,
to only discover that, for them, we are just passing time-
while the one who truly loves us remains
either a friend or a stranger.
So, here’s a piece of advice for me ?
Let go when you’re hurting too much.
Give up when love isn’t enough.
And move on when things are not like before.
For sure, there is someone out there,
who will love you even more.
oh, really ?
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I GIVE UP ON YOU PHOTO UPLOADER !
Friday, June 11, 2010 9:53 PM
AHHH FUCK IT ,i spent 2 hours of my time uploading the photos . and now its messed up . im gonna leave it like this since its giving me so much problem . took the initiative to upload the photos and this is how it treats me ):< !
im gonna continue watching my Hello 小姐！and leave this mess ! byeeeeee stupid blog . u irritated me like my teachers & parents , well done hmphh !
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Sunday, May 16, 2010 7:51 PM
I AM BACK !!
& i dont give a fuck !
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I MISS U
Sunday, May 9, 2010 3:47 PM
You are like a source based question to me. It's all about inferring, comparing differences and similarities, evaluating and concluding.
But somehow, it feels rather like a structured essay question too. Writing down everything I know and it seems like I've done this before. It's like history repeating itself; how corny. And hopefully, just hopefully, I've chosen all the right and important facts to write down in this essay with the correct balanced out conclusion. Then probably I can get an A for it.
i thought staying away from u will help me to forget u faster but i ended up loving u even more . i Miss u . i do . and its sucks realising that u have move on .... plz tkcare. B happy .
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self-pity
Saturday, April 24, 2010 1:57 PM
this saturday is a corker , not like the others arent . i woke up at 8.30am coz of a blackout which makes my room feels so warm but unfortunately i prefer feeling cold to warm.(unless its with some1 special) i tried to went back to sleep . by 9.30am , things have got so bad that i decide to get out of my bed,mum and dad home. everyone was at home and it was waking up early on a saturday and wondering where i belonged that did it: i dont belong at home, and i dont want to belong at home,but at least home is a somewhere i know. a reminder to myself that there will be parents-teachers-meeting today & i dont know what got me but i decided to go , along with my 4thbro & without my parents . .... when i get there,the joke's on me: they're not in. i've come a million stops on the traffic on a saturday morning, i've waited eight years for the them,favourite show is on the television and they're not here -.o ! if i was at all prone to self-pity,which iam, i would feel bad about the terrible irony of finding teachers away when, finally, u need them. but after awhile(eight years),im finally seeing the humans however it took forever for them to finish. ugh ! what a nice saturday morning <: i seriously hope tomorrow is a better day and then hopefully everything gets better by the end of April . though the start of it was when all this shit started . it started badly but things always have to end nicely right . and when it started nicely , it ends pretty ugly ): yes?no? (i dont know where the one who types randomly and is full of nonsense went to) 
I miss u .
Maybe that’s what I’m starting to realize; the pain is temporary, but the connections we make, they last forever and change our lives in ways we’re not even aware of yet.
I don’t know who you’re kissing now. But I do know who you think about when you do (:
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again
Monday, April 19, 2010 9:43 PM
i couldnt bring myself to do a post becoz im afraid it will end up as another sad entry . there are some things about myself i cant explain to anyone.
there are some things i dont understand at all.
i cant tell what i think about things or what im after.
i dont know what my strengths are or what im supposed to do about them. And if i start thinking about these things in too much detail the whole thing gets scary.
And if i get scared i can only think abt myself . i become self-centered, and without meaning to, i hurt people. So i guess im not such a wonderful human being.
i like u now , is it too late ?
i guess it is .
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Happy
Sunday, April 18, 2010 1:43 PM
fill up the broken spaces.
I just want to be happy. Is it so hard?
i was wrong afterall.
i couldnt remember when was the last time i was truly happy.
(im happy in sch,but im nt sure if it was true)
im happy. k,i lied.
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phone confiscated >:
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 8:25 PM
HELLO !
MY PHONE GOT CONFISCATED T.T
CURRENTLY ONLY CONTACTABLE ONLINE ):< n
LEAVE ME A MESSAGE ANYWHERE U CAN FIND ME KK ! I WILL GET BACK TO U ASAP ! Liping is sad ): should i get a happy meal?
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cool
Sunday, April 11, 2010 4:49 PM
MUST TRY, MUST TRY !
WHO DO U SEE? I SEE HIM .
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confused
Friday, April 2, 2010 10:17 PM
 (:Sometimes i feel a little jealous inside imagining someone can please you more than me. i miss our late night phone calls,the silly nicknames you used to call me, the sweet msges you sent whenever i was about to go to school . i miss our memories,i miss us. Talk to me soon k ? loves.
Hi ! April ! I got back a few of my results & im satisfied but i know i can definitely do better than this ! good, not great well lets wait till the next examination <:
Anyway im thinking again !! heres another thing i've anaylze. sometimes i need to be alone, i juz dont want to be comforted ! (strange?) becoz i need the chance t take it in. All that had been, all the pain left behind. &to me ,now .. the best cure is time on your own to analyze, time to pull myself together again and time to see that all i ever wanted is now nothing but a fading memory. Time to let it go, and time to start again! (yes im trying to forget the good memories,wtf but i think its btr for me rather than when i think of it ... i feel depressed & i start missing them its pointless as its already the past.) mayb at times i think i can browse through the pictures with the memories & mayb start recalling a few good ones <: yeah !
i juz realised that i've been flooding thoughts&feelings in my posts rather than a good entry of what i've been doing ! the last time i did was my last visit to sg .
do i have a life here ?!!!
yeah im actually suppose to be in sg now but thanks to my mum -.o she&dad went back to her kampong for chingming with my passport in her room and then AGAIN i've to wait till next week. ZZZZZ
sorry ): girls i have to give the special occasion at church today a miss .. forgive me ok ?
&a good opportunity to spend good times with u .. another miss ): Sorry dear.
SKIPSKIP.
im sick of my blogskin and im changing it soon though no one read this space anymore . *i need help with this coz im a noob and the past few blogskin are all done by my awesome friends ():
Oh and one more thing ! i cant wait to move in to my new house when its ready and be proud that i have a lovely house/home hehe !
what a messsssy post and i dont know how shld i deal with it so byebye is the best !
bye !
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lost
Thursday, April 1, 2010 10:38 PM
 (it all started with Funfair ? )
IM LOST.
ITS LIKE WE DONT UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER ANYMORE. (to him, nt her)
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THIS IS ALWAYS FOR U .
Saturday, March 27, 2010 10:43 AM
Is she taking over my role ? accompanying u to places that im suppose to,& making ur day with the slightest thing while here i am,feeling helpless n useless.. i guess i dont fit to be your girl huh. i know i've let u down but its not like that now. i think u sleep way too much and all i want to do is stay up together and talk. But you're always tired now, i miss yr energy... things have changed, like people say. it doesnt stay all happy and fun in a relationship. i juz thought that part would last longer. No matter what happens between us, i juz wan to let u know that i'll always have a piece of you in my heart. i'll care about u and want the best for you. you deserve more than the world would ever be able to give you; but i hope that you get what you've wanted all of these years . No matter what happens between us; i will always love you. (:
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