This ,
was once the love of my Life .
all the memories he had given me , be it good or bad .
i appreciate it alot ,
i hate t admit , but his sure the best Boyfriend i had .
this 7+Months had been really great , i've done more than what i can do .
i've gave what i never thought i could .
i've been through many tough obstacles with him & i've did things tt none of my friends could imagine .

even though this 7Months is short , its very special and yet very miserable .
Honestly , i've forgot 80+ % of you , the remain 20 % were alw remain till i have learn how t re-pronounce the word ' love ' again .
believe it anot , i learnt the word love only aftr we broke up and now i find it pointless t pronounce it so take it as i never learn it at the first place .

the unforgettable memories i can recall :

- our first deck of cards , we wrote on the joker cards and keep it in our wallets .
- our first kiss

- you meet me at rk's gate & tell me your sentence which is probation instead of rtc and gave me ' hello miss ' Cd becos you dont wan me t rush home on sundays for the show and slp late .

-all the ton-ing sessions

- My first fishing experience , barchormee aftr tt at lorong w jordon , alex , danny and it was the last day of the shop and you pushed me in the Giant's trolley back t kembangan .

- our first Month , cook at your house together and watch Disney channel till the next morning .

- watch Tv almost every night at your house till the next morning

- playing swing together at the playground

- you cycle from kem t eunos t tompang me t pp and then back to my house

- when you were drunk at one of the drinking session with jordon and you confess how much you love me unknowingly .

- Our 2 Months , you surprised me with flowers and candle light dinner at the exact spot we stead - a rooftop where we can see the first place we meet .
-trying hard t lit up the candles at the rooftop t make me happy .

- my 15th birthday.
-the necklace and birthday song you sang t me .

- on christmas , we quarrel and then you hug me from behind and said ' how can you say tt i dont want you '

- on the cab at the highway where we have the sg flyer right behind us after our double date with edna & aloy , you sang ' when you look me in my eyes ' to me and we promise each other tt we will alw think of each other when we pass by the highway or see the sg flyer .

- the card you wrote to me tt says ' happy 2months!!! may we face future challenges and obstacles together as one.And put our differences aside . '
( its funny t recall tt as we broke up becos of our differences , FML )

- you make a book of our relationship for our 4month .

- 08'christmas eve .
-08' christmas , we were both sick so we took care of each other at your house .

You may not remeber any of it or they dont mean anyt to you at all but to me , its very meaningful and memorable .
some of you may think those are just Lies and anyt he can come up with .
mayb you shld start learning the right way of judging someone , not by its cover .

you may not be my first , my last or my only .
im loved before i may love again .
but if i love you now , what else matters ?
im not perfect - you arent either , and the two of us may never be perfect together but if i can make you laugh , cause you to think twice , and admit to being human and making mistakes , hold onto me and give me the most you can , i may not be thinking about you every second of the day , but i will give you a part of me tt i know you can break - my heart .
so dont hurt me , dont change me , dont analyze and dont expect more than what i can give .
and lastly , the least i could expect is to miss me when im not there .

Thankyou for all this JermG , tkcares .
all the best in your future endeavours ! (: