i painted the picture on my own , my family can suggest wht color i shld paint but aftrall . im the one who paint the picture , how the picture will turn out - its all up to myself .
n im alright aftr making a wise decision - fk bds ( :

lately, its been like when your favourite t.v show goes to shit .
they get new characters or new director and it doesnt really matter why things juz dont feel the same . you are nt sure wht happened or where this is going n nth you feel leads t any conclusions . the pills r nt enough n four cups of coffe does nth , you begin t think abt the person . the one who drew up diagrams of all the ways you were going t spend the rest of yr lives , drowning in idealism a hotel room n tt one book of matches you cant throw away . but i think its beginning t end , or mayb its alrd over ! ( :

Escape tmrw coz i heard there is some special event , so looking forward t it ! hehe .
tmrw is the end of the horrrrible October , November coming up next ... hope its a btr month , well at least a btr month than october !! Vail ..... wink *

Hope everyt goes fine for bf , i mean EVERYTHING . (* cross fingers ! )

Bai bai bye bye bye buaix ! ( :