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i dont think you can ever forget some1 who was once the reason you smiled
Friday, December 4, 2009 4:38 PM
 im finally , home . how should i start my post .
hmm .... ok , how about yesterday (..) ?
im nt a twilight nor a taylor laut' fan but watched it for the sake of watching it .
the whole 2hours in the theatre felt like its only 1 hr , which is really weird .
Newmoon was a 50 50 kinna thing for me but the ending ... seriously sux ttm !@@#~% like really bad . everyone was like ' omg , tts it ???! exclaimation mark ! ' . wtf !
despite the pathetic ending , im glad i watched the movie especially becoz i watched it with Renee ( : loveyou renee , hehehe .
Are you a Twilight fan or a taylor laut' fan ??
check these picts i found on Tumblr , i thought these were cuter than the movie .
hahahahha
 ( hairyyy hands ~~~ )  we love cameras n we r whores so we camwhores . so practically , we are cam-whoreees . we camwhores , we love cameras n so does tt make us whores ? this confuse meeee ! thx ah jess , camwhore camwhores camwhored O.O wtffff . ya anyw , me n renee took pictures with her camera but i see tht she havent upload them n i hope she wont coz unfortunately , it wasnt my day t take a nice photo , i dont look photogenic in any of them , sucks ): as we were taking pictures , some lady came up t us n pleaded us t do a survey so tt she can finish her work fast , so yaok . open plaza > Toy r us > montique > dvd shop . and she brought many many many movies while i only brought 1 . pathetic compare t her ! btw , i saw many many many many transformers there O: hehehehee . strange tt the journey bck home suddenly became very unfamiliar . Home .Being alone does not make you lonely. Being lonely does not mean it will only happen in situations when you are alone. I am way past the phase. I like being alone, not excluded from the world. But alone, being yourself, not pretending, doing things you like. Humans are so hard to interpret. (): 2009 is an eventful year. It was incredible exciting and challenging n a year tt changed many things . I was thinking about this while i was on my way home , and I am really thankful that I got to know some people. Especially people who can identify with an oddball like me. We are so similar, too similar that it will freak you out.
Sometimes I wonder does everyone needs love? Or do they want love? I found out that I am not someone that really like to express my emotions. Do I sound a bit de-humanised to you? To me, I believe that (iloveyou , imissyou)those words come in great value, it might just be another three words phrased together. But along with those words came commitment, trust, etc. Why bother saying them when you don’t even mean it at the first place? Everything seemed so…forced. ():
Sometimes, I feel that we had been on a wild goose chase. We have been chasing non-stop. We want to be someone else, we want to have this/that. Reality, this is reality. This is the world we live in. Am I disappointed? Yes, I am. There is no person in the world that is made to handle every punch that’s thrown at them.
We aren’t made that way. In fact, we’re made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall.
We aren’t supposed to be able to handle everything.
But that’s what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us most.
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(will upload all the photos when i recieved all of them)  thank you very much for everything , the farewell 'party' which seems more like a gathering , the slipper , the memories , the fun , the gifts , the company , the pizza , the dance , the game , . ...... and to our friendship ! kristy ( though we didnt meet) edna,kimmei,weiling,vail,yuanxi,robi,eileen, yongjun,des,reekee,jeffrey,jeremyteo,ken . + the best of all , RENEE FAN XIAO TONG . im seriously very grateful to All of you !! ♡♡♡ all the best for your future endeavours <": cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers ! - -- - - - - - - - all the famous buildings put together , where's esplanade ? HAHAHAHAH
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