|
Just for You
Saturday, January 30, 2010 11:21 PM
This might waste 10 mins of your time But i hope you still bother to read becoz this is for You .
REMEMBER ... 1. Whoever comes are the right people . 2. Whatever happens is the only thing that could have. 3. Whenever it starts is the right time. 4.When its over , ITS OVER .
i know that when we saw each other for the first time in a long while , we both knew exactly what the other was thinking but didnt say anyt becoz it was too complicated . No one falls in love by choice ,it is by chance . No one stays in love by chance, it is by work . & No one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice but unfortunately i was not given any choices t make a decision .
i love you, not only for what you are , but for what i am when i am with you . i love you becoz you have done more than any creed could have done to make me what i am And more than any fate could have done to make me happy . You have done it without a touch , without a word , without a sign, You have done it , By Being Yourself .
becoz some1 doesnt love you the way you wan them to , doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have . I am not confident . i know i am smart, but not in the ways tht counts . i read people much better than books but i never have the words to explain my findings . im only as funny as i feel . And i do not think im pretty . i think horrible things about ppl and i let my emotions get the best of me . im really not as nice as i'd like to be , Or as innocent as you'd think i am. i am a contradiction to everyt i want to stand for. im a big dreamer with lill motivation . i am really no good at all , on my own . But i am analytical with myself . And i dont understand You , i was never aware of all the things you're going through , that you think and do . u know i know we both know that i didnt play my well role as your gf . But i've alrd did what was beyond my imagination - for etc , running around for 3hrs non-stop looking for u juz t make sure you are alright . people look as me as if im a freak or a fool but to me , its what u can make me do that make me love u .
i regretted pushing you away & cre8ting stupid fights that bring us nowhere but further apart .
i was Never there for You thats y im giving u a chance , an opportunity t get out there with freedom t find some1 else who can do it better than me . even if she put 1% of her effort in the relationship , she'll still do it better than me becoz me whom put 101% of effort in this Cannot b there for you and yet she can ..
Today , i woke up and it was a saturday . i should've been happy but all i could feel was the suffocating in my heart . i was out of day unwillingly and i wanted the rain but i never get anything i want . You ran away last june for 4months & i cant remember why . i never try t do what im suppose to & mayb that was why you left . i dont know . but i know i miss u , i know i'll regret but for your happiness , i have to . i cannot b selfish ......................................... but if you'd like, you can come back anytime . i'll still look forward t you return & i hope i can still regconise u .
never say goodbye becoz saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting .
Things will get worse before they get better . please know there are much betr things in life than being lonely or liked or bitter or mean or self-conscious .
Lov3 some1 becoz . yr know your heart may b badly bruised , or even the victim of numerous knifing but it will always heal , even if you dont want it to .. it keeps going .
it is up to you to find them .
There's a lill truth behind every ' just kidding ' ,
a lill curiosity behind every ' jus wondering ' ,
a lill knowledge behind every ' i dont know ' ,
and a lill emotion behind every ' i dont care '
please understand that its not juz an attitude or a change, theres always something beneath it .
GONE . the saddest word in the language. in any language. SOME DAY YOU'LL KNOW WHY I WASNT MEANT FOR YOU 因为一个人不爱你你湾他们的方式，不是说他们不该爱你与他们都有。
|
