KLP

忘不了

2011-03-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

我一辈子都忘不了今天的……

sigh

2011-02-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

was i like this in the past ? was i like this before IT happen ?
i was never like this .
i cant accept the Girl i am now . what happen to my principals ???? i tend to ditch them aside when it comes to * insert words here *

CHEAP T.T

Chronology

2011-02-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

chronology -
You're racing against with nothing but time. And is time ever on anybody's side? No. Time waits for no man, it has the upper hand, not you. You can't change or stop the hands of the ticking clock, and even if you do, it still goes on. And when you think that you still have all the time in the world, you realized that you don't have much seasons left to do what you actually want.

It's time to wake up and get something done.
*my future *

and thats not it .
theres more to it especially when it comes to finding out the Truth .

战场哪里有什么朋友，明天他们就是你的敌人

its time for Mind-games again ^^ its been quite sometime but its alright if u ask me , it will definitely be alright ...
u deliberately tried to ruin my Life , tear it a apart but look - IM DOING GREAT ! :D
Forgive & Forget ? nahh , i'll push that aside and settle u down before i get back to being a normal teen.
im no longer a 14 . in fact i'll be 17 in 4days time .

ever heard of ' a leopard will never change its spot ' ? yeppp , You Just Bought Back My worst self :)
nice to meet u.

你敬别人一尺，人家还你一丈。

2011-02-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

心情好DOWN 啊！！
首先…………　想跟大家说：
╭══╮ ╭╧╮　╭╧╮　╭╧╮ ╭╧╮ ╭╧╮ ╭╧╮ ╭╧╮
╭╯■■ ║ ═✿◕‿◕✿❤(｡◕‿-｡)❤˚║新║ ═║年║ ═║快║ ═║樂║
╰⊙═⊙╯　╘∞╛　╘∞╛　 ╘∞╛　╘∞╛　╘∞╛ ╘∞╛ ╘∞╛
……可爱吧：）虽然现在我没有UPDATE，或许你们也没有来着平静的空间了但是每当我很难过或很开心但又没有人可以和我分享的时候。。我就会来到这里。
不知不觉就打华文了~

好吧，现在轮到我告诉大家我最近到底是怎么了~

最近发现到很多藏了好久好久的秘密……听到的时候，心很痛。
虽然不是爱人，而是我信任的朋友们～但不懂我是怎么了，还是感到伤心。
有必要这样对我吗？

”你敬别人一尺，人家还你一丈“。

同样的，我也会这么对待你。坏或好，都一样。

女人。''心机‘’，长期背着负面的意义，耍心机就是坏女人，如果你还是这么想，你就落伍了。心机其实就是用心，也是智慧。无论是装可爱还是装可怜，动一点心机，爱情会更有趣，工作会更打进，如果小心机可以抓住大幸福，有何不可呢？

现在你应该刚觉到我对你们的陌生吧。。我本来就不属于这里，我本来就不应该在这里！

在这里受了伤害却不能求救……因为我知道…没有人会救我。

但是，

有一个人……改变了我的生活，把我的生活变得更加精彩,更加有趣！

可是，

我重来没有珍惜过他。
本来不觉得你特别疼我之到你放弃我以后，
已经太迟了！～

都来不及感谢你呢 ):

何必寻找所谓的天堂，原来我因为你不想再去流浪
清远平凡不拥有一切也无妨有了你在心上已然是天堂 ~

你肯定没有机会读这篇POST 可是我肯定你终有一天会知道我其实有多么的爱你。。。
对不起

DEAD BLOG

2011-02-01T19:57:00.001+08:00

THIS BLOG IS ROTTTTTING ! HAHAHA IM FEELING HIGH NOW THEREFORE I AM BLOGGGING ! YES , I AM DOING A POST ... SINCE WHEN ! HAHAHAHAHAHA
OK BYE BYE
IF ANY1 CAME ACROSS THIS , HI !!! I SAID IFFFFFFFFFFFFFF X:

OK SAYONARA ~
LOVE U ^^

i will be fine !

2010-10-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

i constantly find myself getting wrapped up in thoughts of the past..
things i need to let go of.. things i need to move on from.. you always want your life to be the perfect fairy tale.. when in reality we all go through pain.. we cry... we hurt.. we lose..
everything in life has its ups &and downs , you just have to make the choice of what is actually worth it..
you can't expect people to change into what you want them to be, you will always be disappointed..
one of the hardest things in life is accepting reality. this has always been a struggle of mine. sometimes the smallest things can make you feel like the world is coming to an end..
you have to know that everything gets easier.. everything passes.. and with time everything will be fine.

yea ... i will be fine

王力宏「你不知道的事」《戀愛通告》主題曲完整版MV ENG SUBS

2010-10-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

when will u see this ?

2010-10-02T13:22:00.001+08:00

u have no idea how much i've gone through during this period of time and all i expect from u was COMFORT . am i asking for too much ?!!

if u say i dont know what u have gone through , we both are doing the same thing , u live without my presence and so do i ! are u saying that it only matters to u ?!?!?!?!?!!?

And you know the thing is, if you have to stop and ask yourself “is it really worth it?” it probably isn’t.

if its something else , like maybe u r facing a problem recently or whatsoever.... i would never know coz u dont share it with me at all ! never keep things from each other ? what was that about .

the conversations we have over the phone ...... were we even talking ?

it might not even matter to u at all becoz u are nt the one calling what . i dont give a fuck if i spend at least 300rm a month on toping up juz to call u because i know its worth it but its no longer worth it if its juz hearing each other breathe . or is this one of your 'nothing much' again ..

when we end our conversations, are you left with words unspoken too?

I know that things change the way you feel and things change but its frustrating that im relating every little moment back to it. I thought things were suppose to be easier but then who was i kidding, this is US. These things were never easy.

im FUCKING CONFUSED ! I dont understand y are u treating me this way .........

and this show how much u want this , so im giving u what u want .

\ or maybe again ... i dont understand u -.- im not understanding enough -.- ya ya ya , enough !!

if this is for real , THEN BE THAT WAY !!!

Its always like this , u and your mindgames ! ENOUGH !

to you, Bestfriend

2010-07-28T18:46:00.002+08:00

To my one & only Bestfriend.

i was looking at the pictures we took last time,and reading the emails & sms . And i almost cried. Okay i cried i just didnt want to admit it. Its been some time since we email or text each other. We use to do it almost everyday back when we were in the same school. I guess thats why i got emotional when i read it now. Something so honest so true.

And im ashamed that i have not been the greatest friend to you. I love you to death and kills me that youre saying all the part about ending stuff. It kills me that i dont know whats bothering you and whats stressing you and i only get to know parts of it when its all over and you've gone through it. It kills me that i wasnt there and that im not the one to say that every things going to be fine.

Honestly i know it seems like im so far away that you cant even reach me but believe me when i say that im here any minute of the day you choose to pick up the phone and call me. Its my mistake for not looking out cos i assume too much. I'll assume that youre busy and i'll assume that youre fine. And i get things wrong... I want to give you hope as much as you want it. What saddens me is that most of the stuff you said is true.

I remember the big fight, i remember how we pretend that we hated each other and not talk to each other for a long time. It was my mistake and i did alot of shitty stuff but you, kristy was always there for me. Remember how i would call you up on the phone and ask for help ?
I fucked up pretty bad in the past years and you were there all along picking me up. Even when i didnt listen.

The point is, i was at my high and you never left me when the lowest low hit me. Im sorry for everytime that you felt that i wasnt there. But you should know no one is ever going to leave you. I am never going to leave you. This is the most honest post i had dedicate to u since like ever on this blog. I miss us when like we were three years ago,at siglap,at the park,at your house,at my house,at vivocity,at anywhere. But times have change yet we're all still here.

Thank u for everything babe , i love u & i miss u so damn much.
and now im wondering how did we not talk for so long ,,,,, again ?!! & why.

2010-07-12T17:10:00.002+08:00

i typed a whole chunk of word here but i deleted it becoz u know what ? no one will understand . You wont understand .
living under this roof is tiring ..... No one here is willing to listen, not that im afraid to speak up.
U guys were the one who make me come back to this place which YOU , ONLY YOU who thinks its better for me. if staying in a place where im not happy is what u think its better then what else can i say ? u call the shots what.

i juz dont feel as if i belong here in this fucking country !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is it so hard to understand me ?!
its simple , im not happy here .... i miss singapore .thats all

2010-06-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

THE THEORY IS STILL JUST A THEORY.
How time flies and im still here.
still hoping and waiting and trying .

& the scary thing is i dont have a Plan B . Zzz ,the Plan A is already putting me off enough. im not about to surrender, im juz undeniably scared. And for someone who lacks so much at this point, the speed of time alone horrifies me. I Dont Know, i really want a clean slate...
Its like i know what i want and i know what i need but why is it so hard to get there ?!!

Like i said , time flies and though next year sounds like a long shot. This year was suppose to my year, like yours . studying hard to achieve good grades in your N'lvl. And i hate myself everyday for not making it. I go throught each day like a programmed robot except with a smile plastered on my face yet im learning to control the things i can and someday know i will.

* im still holding on . Wondering when is the day when i can juz freely let it go ! seriously , this is tiring me out.... sigh.
*Holding on to smth i know that i'll lose it someday. Why isnt love forever.
deep down, i wished that you to be mine forever. However, i know that ... it will never be granted.

what do u think ?

2010-06-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

Today
Someone special handed me this meaningful thing, (credits to @byesecret)

Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right,
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life.

And sometimes,
you think you’re already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again.

For some, they think letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person.
In my opinion, some are afraid to see the only one they love,
being held by someone else.

Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love.
Love is always present.
It’s just that one was being loved too much,
and the other was being loved too little.

As we all know,
the heart is the center of the body,
but it beats on the left.
Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right.

Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love,
to only discover that, for them, we are just passing time-
while the one who truly loves us remains
either a friend or a stranger.

So, here’s a piece of advice for me ?

Let go when you’re hurting too much.
Give up when love isn’t enough.
And move on when things are not like before.
For sure, there is someone out there,
who will love you even more.

oh, really ?

I GIVE UP ON YOU PHOTO UPLOADER !

2010-06-11T21:53:00.005+08:00

AHHH FUCK IT ,i spent 2 hours of my time uploading the photos . and now its messed up . im gonna leave it like this since its giving me so much problem . took the initiative to upload the photos and this is how it treats me ):< !

im gonna continue watching my Hello 小姐！and leave this mess ! byeeeeee stupid blog . u irritated me like my teachers & parents , well done hmphh !

KAMBATEH !

2010-06-11T20:27:00.002+08:00

HIHI !
omg
i cant believe im blogging ! i totally forget how to start a proper post , a daily post actually .
today i will make it different , no more rantings !! No matter how miserable i am, i still gotta learn to be happy right right ..
in desperation for happiness , i asked a pri 5 girl how to be happy . HAHA !
she told me '人生有几个十年，只要活得开心就可以了 ' wow ! that coming from a 11 year old girl ..... 有道理.
i cant believe im so desperate to be happy...... hahahaha pathetic 有没有噢。
没关系，我相信我可以快乐！加油吧丽萍！（：不因该吃回头草，那就不吃！一定要坚持下去～ KAMBATEH !!

2010-05-16T19:51:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK !!

& i dont give a fuck !

2010-05-13T22:50:00.005+08:00

fucking annoying hahaha !!

act cute

2010-05-13T22:42:00.001+08:00

haha bad time.

I WANT TO BE HAPPY !!

2010-05-10T19:55:00.001+08:00

words left unspoken.

I MISS U

2010-05-09T15:47:00.002+08:00

You are like a source based question to me. It's all about inferring, comparing differences and similarities, evaluating and concluding.

But somehow, it feels rather like a structured essay question too. Writing down everything I know and it seems like I've done this before. It's like history repeating itself; how corny. And hopefully, just hopefully, I've chosen all the right and important facts to write down in this essay with the correct balanced out conclusion. Then probably I can get an A for it.

i thought staying away from u will help me to forget u faster but i ended up loving u even more .

i Miss u . i do .

and its sucks realising that u have move on ....

plz tkcare. B happy .

hey

2010-04-26T17:06:00.001+08:00

hear me out ?

self-pity

2010-04-24T13:57:00.002+08:00

this saturday is a corker , not like the others arent . i woke up at 8.30am coz of a blackout which makes my room feels so warm but unfortunately i prefer feeling cold to warm.(unless its with some1 special) i tried to went back to sleep . by 9.30am , things have got so bad that i decide to get out of my bed,mum and dad home. everyone was at home and it was waking up early on a saturday and wondering where i belonged that did it: i dont belong at home, and i dont want to belong at home,but at least home is a somewhere i know.

a reminder to myself that there will be parents-teachers-meeting today & i dont know what got me but i decided to go , along with my 4thbro & without my parents .

.... when i get there,the joke's on me: they're not in. i've come a million stops on the traffic on a saturday morning, i've waited eight years for the them,favourite show is on the television and they're not here -.o !

if i was at all prone to self-pity,which iam, i would feel bad about the terrible irony of finding teachers away when, finally, u need them.

but after awhile(eight years),im finally seeing the humans however it took forever for them to finish. ugh ! what a nice saturday morning <:

i seriously hope tomorrow is a better day and then hopefully everything gets better by the end of April . though the start of it was when all this shit started . it started badly but things always have to end nicely right .

and when it started nicely , it ends pretty ugly ): yes?no?

(i dont know where the one who types randomly and is full of nonsense went to)

I miss u .

Maybe that’s what I’m starting to realize; the pain is temporary, but the connections we make, they last forever and change our lives in ways we’re not even aware of yet.
I don’t know who you’re kissing now. But I do know who you think about when you do (:

2010-04-20T22:32:00.001+08:00

is this it ?

again

2010-04-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

i couldnt bring myself to do a post becoz im afraid it will end up as another sad entry .

there are some things about myself i cant explain to anyone.
there are some things i dont understand at all.
i cant tell what i think about things or what im after.
i dont know what my strengths are or what im supposed to do about them. And if i start thinking about these things in too much detail the whole thing gets scary.
And if i get scared i can only think abt myself . i become self-centered, and without meaning to, i hurt people. So i guess im not such a wonderful human being.

i like u now , is it too late ?

i guess it is .

Happy

2010-04-18T13:43:00.002+08:00

fill up the broken spaces.
I just want to be happy. Is it so hard?
i was wrong afterall.
i couldnt remember when was the last time i was truly happy.
(im happy in sch,but im nt sure if it was true)

im happy. k,i lied.

phone confiscated >:

2010-04-13T20:25:00.008+08:00

HELLO !

MY PHONE GOT CONFISCATED T.T

CURRENTLY ONLY CONTACTABLE ONLINE ):< n

LEAVE ME A MESSAGE ANYWHERE U CAN FIND ME KK !

I WILL GET BACK TO U ASAP !

Liping is sad ): should i get a happy meal?

cool

2010-04-11T16:49:00.001+08:00

MUST TRY, MUST TRY !

WHO DO U SEE? I SEE HIM .

confused

2010-04-02T22:17:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i feel a little jealous inside imagining someone can please you more than me.

i miss our late night phone calls,the silly nicknames you used to call me, the sweet msges you sent whenever i was about to go to school . i miss our memories,i miss us.

Talk to me soon k ? loves.

Hi ! April !

I got back a few of my results & im satisfied but i know i can definitely do better than this ! good, not great well lets wait till the next examination <:

Anyway im thinking again !! heres another thing i've anaylze.

sometimes i need to be alone, i juz dont want to be comforted ! (strange?)

becoz i need the chance t take it in. All that had been, all the pain left behind. &to me ,now .. the best cure is time on your own to analyze, time to pull myself together again and time to see that all i ever wanted is now nothing but a fading memory.

Time to let it go, and time to start again!

(yes im trying to forget the good memories,wtf but i think its btr for me rather than when i think of it ... i feel depressed & i start missing them its pointless as its already the past.)

mayb at times i think i can browse through the pictures with the memories & mayb start recalling a few good ones <: yeah !

i juz realised that i've been flooding thoughts&feelings in my posts rather than a good entry of what i've been doing ! the last time i did was my last visit to sg .
do i have a life here ?!!!

yeah im actually suppose to be in sg now but thanks to my mum -.o she&dad went back to her kampong for chingming with my passport in her room and then AGAIN i've to wait till next week. ZZZZZ
sorry ): girls i have to give the special occasion at church today a miss .. forgive me ok ?
&a good opportunity to spend good times with u .. another miss ): Sorry dear.

SKIPSKIP.
im sick of my blogskin and im changing it soon though no one read this space anymore . *i need help with this coz im a noob and the past few blogskin are all done by my awesome friends ():

Oh and one more thing ! i cant wait to move in to my new house when its ready and be proud that i have a lovely house/home hehe !
what a messsssy post and i dont know how shld i deal with it so byebye is the best !
bye !

lost

2010-04-01T22:38:00.003+08:00

(it all started with Funfair ? )

IM LOST.
ITS LIKE WE DONT UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER ANYMORE. (to him, nt her)

THIS IS ALWAYS FOR U .

2010-03-27T10:43:00.003+08:00

Is she taking over my role ?

accompanying u to places that im suppose to,& making ur day with the slightest thing while here i am,feeling helpless n useless.. i guess i dont fit to be your girl huh.

i know i've let u down but its not like that now.

i think u sleep way too much and all i want to do is stay up together and talk. But you're always tired now, i miss yr energy... things have changed, like people say. it doesnt stay all happy and fun in a relationship. i juz thought that part would last longer.

No matter what happens between us, i juz wan to let u know that i'll always have a piece of you in my heart. i'll care about u and want the best for you. you deserve more than the world would ever be able to give you; but i hope that you get what you've wanted all of these years .

No matter what happens between us; i will always love you.

another promise ; lie

2010-03-22T21:14:00.005+08:00

we all tell lies. Simply becoz people are more comfortable with lies than with truths .

Hi,

sch started today & honestly, i don't know how i should feel abt it.
Almost @ every single fresh start of the year, i tell myself i ought to focus more on my studies, but nevertheless... i never actually really did. but this year is different, a good kind of different i mean. because this year instead of telling, i made a promise to myself to focus more on my studies. a promise i hope i will be able to stay through.

yesssss , exam starts from this thursday & i've yet to start my revision . so much for 'i promise i will study' . HAHA

theres no point typing that chunk of words on the top , it doesnt make sense hahaha one of another liping nonsense <:

My school welcome me back with insects flooding the corridors - fking disgusting !

1step u take , u take a life ):

so i rather stand in the toilet till the cleaner finally start their work but by then the whole sch is making alot of noise about it alrd , non-stop eee .

Yuna & me got never-ending holiday story to talk about , yak yak yak the whole morning haha , i like tht girl <:

im tired though i've alrd taken my nap (): yawnz , byebye .

back from 2nd visit

2010-03-21T21:16:00.002+08:00

WAZZZZUP ! OI !

i am back very unhappily so dont push it >:

THX FOR THE FUN EACH & EVERY OF U CUTIES , DURING MY PERIOD OF STAY .

unfortunately i didnt get to meet kt , robi, renee and sisters ):

dont rub it in k, thankQ.

i got bullied by my niece k, reach msia immediately muz help her finish her Project -.- screw her asshole and the teachers !! B positive > i shutup i do byebye

im in sg u lill fuckers

2010-03-17T03:06:00.003+08:00

Hi,kk
One last entry before I leave for bloghopping ! Leaving Era earlier later to crash at baby's place first before i set off to sentosa with dearest friends hehe .
finally in sg for some breather ugh, after one of my Horrible week of March, i cant recall how i survive the horrid week. & plz dont remind me that my dad wan me back in msia by tomorrow noon or i'll b z dead ():
Missing those of my friends who i havent meet up with yet ! and Baby so much though baby's like right bside me now ? hahaha . But baby is being such an ass by Maplemaplemaplemaple and more maple . ( U CANT SEE THIS ANYWAY) ( scold me for singing ' i dont care by 2NE1' D: )

Can't wait to see all of em this week^^!
Anyhow.... im doing a entry post about what i did today . its been fucking long since i last type ' hi today i meet tom dick harry and jane , we went blahblah place, eat lala food & had so much fun ! yay ' ok .

met Lokeyx,des,jemt,leo,yj for lunch & coincidentally saw randy n weikiat at macs too .
had macs since forever, nt becoz msia dont hav macs but its different McSpicy k, it taste so uh..different? skipskip.
Off to des house for crazy bonding time & leen came (: , xi left ):
watch jap horror movie on channel 62, (dont dont ever for ever forward msges to me thx [lastcall] )

Anyw, dinner at kem with them & baby plus eng n kelly .
one of the top awkward moment hahaha !

byebyebye !

btw Pui Bom eileen & bald curtis ken is suppose to be toning with us at era but i have no idea wher the fck Pui Bom bounce to , cant seem to contact her >:

you;'re the only exception

2010-03-14T18:23:00.007+08:00

LV LV LV O:

(no,im not being emo so dont ask me cheerup or wtf.. infact 我很幸福!^^有家，有朋友，有一个能陪我过这些困难的人，有钱，有健康，有学业，虽然没比一些人幸福但跟现在在为生活战争的比其来，幸福多了！【my chinese is nonsense,so help me with it kk!】)

whole point is im contented with what i have & so , i shouldnt be asking for more infact i should cherish what i got !

I promised myself i would study hard at the start of the year & honestly, i don't think i'm doing a great job keeping it. I need to straighten out my priorities, i really do, before it's too late.

I won't make the same mistakes after the examples are shown .

I'll admit one thing, i got caught up in fun a little bit too much, it got the best of me for awhile, but that's all gonna change once sch starts after this holiday ! yeah ! <:

as for now ............................................ 新加坡-我来了！！！hehehehe

I know what i need & i know what i want in my life right now, & fun is temporary the necessity . Besides, sadly we don't always get what we want in life. school have alr given me enough by letting me experience new feelings i've never felt before and till now.

(the more i read this paragraph, the more it felt like its a complicated relationship haha.)

Happiness in my point of view.
I’m at that point in my life where things are neither good nor bad. They could be better, but they could be worse, and I can’t look at anything with a purely pessimistic or optimistic point of view.

It’s that point in life where you just have to forge forward and hope for the best !

You keep your fingers crossed in hopes of someday catching that happiness you tried so hard to hold in your grasp.

That’s the thing about happiness, it is fleeting. Like that firefly you try to capture and no matter how many times you waver, try to clasp it in your hands, but it never wants to be kept. Keep one foot in front of the other and move along, because someday that firefly will find its way to you.

No more, no more disappointments, for you or me.
This time, for once, i need to know that i've at least tried.
( :

happy birthday elda <:

PARTYYY !!!!

auntie siau ling!<:

i swear my eyebag isnt that bad in real life , for now ...

im in love with that pair or earring! but it doesnt fit with every outfit orelse i'll probably wear it with everyday hehe .

ni <:

pardon me S:

hi,

had a great day with these girls plus jiaqi and the other guys .

initially to watch alice in the wonderland but while waiting for the rest to arrive,the tickets was selling rapidly leaving us with the last few tickets which obviously isnt enough for 13people. unlucky 13 huh .

now liping has to wait another year till the cd is available >: becoz yj dunwan watch ! so hurry contact me whichever kind soul who is willing to accompany me hehe ? *orelse i have to act cute again to attract kind attention*

anyway , we caught ' up in the air' in the end and i have no idea what happen to the end coz i was in the toilet -.o ! however it doesnt change my impression on the movie - boring yawnz.

K-box aftermath , throw our voices but i sound perfectly fine now haha .

eat eat eat , we repeatedly ate in all the japanese restraunt in jusco 4 times to be exact leaving us with a hole in out pocket T.T yummy food and so i shall forgive myself for being so greedy. hehehe <:

home at 11+ , forgive myself for coming home late since my mum tricked me !! probably back in sg the lastest by wednesday .

ok ok ? byebye ! ( :

strange as it seems

2010-03-13T09:58:00.003+08:00

IM COMING BACK FOR A WEEK WHOOHOO :D

Hi . 我会来了!( :

i've been extremely emotional these days huh , probably my period . forgive me ok ! 体谅体谅～

afterall im a growing girl with strong sensibilities & disturbance of emotion .

i've been told that im back to my previous lp - the angry Liping ):<

causing many problems to my dear friends and family ): upset mum&dad coz of me causing disturbance in school actually not , the whole point is i got misunderstood ugh . byebye

FORGIVE & FORGET K .

yeah , i wish i'll be successful !

corrrrrrrrrrrrrrrectioooooonnnnnnnnn ;

i WILL be successful! ( :

random i know , i wanna be Barbie .

that bitch has everything >: !!

Teachers my love xx

2010-03-04T20:39:00.003+08:00

do not wish to be anything but what you are, and try to be that perfectly

Hi ,

March approached too fast and i didnt have enough time to react. ():

today was a great day & it started out at the com lab which then create the whole ' i hate teachers' issue again . Mayb i shouldnt elaborate on this but then again,i couldnt tolerate what every teacher does -pick & punish . (hi teacher,u might b reading this but it wont change anything even if u tag me regarding this issue) find me a place where nice teacher exists, well at least let me believe they do ... plz ?

i think i've become a better person this year, i hate less and love more, i learnt to face my fears, i learn not to take irrelevant things to heart, i try not to hurt, and i give my best in all that i do. i dont want to be a failure in life, and i yearn to be a a good friend.

but what is exactly wrong with me ,

is it even alright to live with yr family and walk around the house without saying a word with dad other than a yes & no ?? with juz this confession , it made me look like a failure already .

k,Enough .

BLAH BLAH BLAH SKIP.

Im done with the 2nd post of March, an achievement finally ( ; and i'll do a proper & better blog post on my weekend soon when i get pics.. til then, i hope everyone is doing great!!!

( as we all know , only 3% i will be back with the pictures haha )

Bye !

Hongkong

the 'bao' faces HAHA

Random

2010-03-03T12:10:00.003+08:00

Today,i woke up and looked in the mirror and noticed that my face was covered in glitter.i asked my wife about it and she said she put it on me while i was sleeping so that i would sparkle like Edward from Twilight when i'm in the sunlight . FML

(tumblr.)

Hi,

i am almost back to the days where school is juz a place for me to socialise or perhaps have some rest . i havent been sleeping early since school started & ever since , i feel tired everyday ! But with breakfast,break,lunch i manage to survive the entire day in school - for 9 hours but obviously with a few period of sleep . Yes, i sleep in class everyday . it could b during maths or chem,bio,geog k .. .anytime ! . unfortunately every lessons are boring for me everyday .

i Tried making it interesting but i always end up tired & asleep . weird as it is , i understand what she's teaching probably becoz she summarise the whole work at every end of the topic which is like another repeat so it doesnt bother the teacher even when im sleeping .

(k,what nonsense)

this is a sign that i am back to my old days and Noooooooooo , i dontwan to waste another year ):

gotta find a solution for this . help ?

btw , i gave sch a miss today ... Are u still helping ? ():

Girls ?

Kristy ?

(i chose this pict for a reason)

people ?

I MISS U ):

belated bdae celebration @ sg

2010-02-28T21:57:00.005+08:00

Juz go back from sg , took a breathe & back to living .

Hi ,

dear leen accomplised her mission by getting her ass here to accpy me back to sg ( ; ThankQ ahpui♥ and in exchange , i return her favour by spending an hour or so in msia- city square and also pretending to be surprised HAHA ! have to thank her dad for the ride too thx thx .

& went off to meet baby ( : (: (: (: (: (: (: * inserts a million of smiley faces *

finally get to spend time together and also with the rest of them at night . Ton at katong lan almost died of boredom but somehow manage to survive . must b baby's magic power again hehe ♥ . must add more hearts here too k lame 1point shh . (what?!)

went to meet dear friends the next following day .

they gave me a belated 16birthday celebration , supposingly a surprise celebration but they forgot their friend is a clever girl haha . & here must have another heart for them hehe ♥ .
Oh and they are

- leen,edna,kimmei,vail,jeff,brian,yj,des,jemt ( bedok inter)

-weiling ! ( marinaSquare Anderson)

the people make me wait like for hundred years in ljs with kimmei,vail , brian & jeff then the people suddenly came in singing happy birthday song with a cake ( ; sweeeeet . not like when edna say she going Atm to withdraw $$money , i believe tht she really is right ? haha . (im being sarcastic in case some readers are retarded in understanding)

AND THIS CARD !!!!♥ ♥ ♥

( must insert more hearts)
they flooded the front page with my face and tht made the card look better haha !

and of coz the whole material is in the card , thankQ ( :

love you girls !!

&&&&&

i juz remember vail havent send me the picture with the guys !

i shall wait to recieve them & flood diamondsfor-men.bs with all of their face and certainly not missing out mine hahaha .

many of the rest didnt turn up ): itsok, coz Your faces are printed out in the card so if u dont turn up on my next visit , im so gonna poke your faces !! hehe .

everything is different already , the last time we make fun of each other wasnt like this ! the last time we ton at des house wasnt like this ! the last time i left here , things wasnt like this ! and someone gotta explain to me why it isnt !! ):

Anyway,

Today . i had lunch/dinner at astons with baby & birdface .

i must Thank baby for these 3 days !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ONCE AGAIN , THANK YOU EVERYONE ! ( :

2010-02-27T04:45:00.003+08:00

Hihihihihihihihihihihihi .

k,im in singapore tilll sunday ( ; (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: !
must cherish the time i left in this CleanGreen country with love ones .
So currently im at Katong lan with baby and friends , toning Tonight & Toning tomorrow night with the rest .

Now no matter how many layer of foundation or concealer im using to cover up my Eyebag will nt work after so many days of toning >: especially even be4 toning, the condition of it its alrd extremely serious !
Ppl say girls who sleep before 10 are pretty girls !! i want to be a pretty girl too but sadly the temptation of Bestfriend computer is too strong . i should try to leave my Bestfriend for a week and see how that would works hehe , impossible unless im in sg Hmm.

im almost bored to death now .... But i manage to keep myself alive, thx baby . HAHA !

Tomorrow will be another long day and hopefully, im happy .
Bye !

25 a bad day

2010-02-25T20:28:00.003+08:00

i Laughed like an idiot when i saw this so i thought i should share this with you ppl hahahahahahahahhahahaha .

Omg Hiiiiiii,

Its 25th of feb already , 3 more days till 28 and also to Yuna baby's birthday ^^ !

this is my 9th post for feb haha so much for i will update more for feb !

i must say the 25th feb of 2010 is a bad day for me and many other girls in sch ):

girls Toilet is the best place to catch a breadth and it doesnt stink, mind u . haha

StupidBoys said things that was really mean and make Liping angry like this mango !

and then she became very very very very upset . though the Stupidboys from my class, the others were very caring and tried their best to entertain me ! ( ;

ThankYou class Meeknessssss ! love loves ( ;

I feel more comfortable talking to strangers than ppl i know sometimes. Perhaps this is becoz i'll probably never see them again and i feel like i can say anyt i want . They dont know my past or what i've done. They can only judge me on who they're seeing right at the very moment.

I am the person i am now , not then .

some ppl i know dont see the difference .

( ;

This little angel made me laugh juz now !

she has been evry cute lately , probably becoz she is finally behaving like a two year old girl .

love you my lill niece ! heeehee

(Pssst , many ppl say that we have a lot of resemblance . )

what do you think ? hmm.

Yes ? no ?

mayb she does for now , when she grow up .

i'll still look Better hahaha !

16 Birthday

2010-02-24T22:41:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to 我自己！

darren sissy & guanyu manly ! xiao jie too .

(before the clock struck 12)

k , i thank You for all the birthday wishes ! be it via sms,call,fb,msn,tagboard,by face . thx thx ! ( ;

i personally would like to thank my sg friends - kristy,robiaatul,eileen,edna,weiling,hanting,vail,kimmei,kenneth,jeremyteo,roy,,desmond!!! for calling at 12 ( ; it was a surprise and a sweet one too ♥

and Xinyi,Jhemeca,shuxian,lynn,liyana & class meekness,loyalty & mr indran for giving me a surprise during lesson ( ; hehehe !

& miss loh for the angpao .

and also kimmei dear and vail dear for smsing me during class haha , and also hueyu yuna baby for making me have fun in class and of coz class meekness hehe ! ( ;

and those who gave me present yay !

Though its the first time another class celebrate Birthday with me , got this different feeling . weird and yet glad that at least there is still ppl who bother about this matter hees , and not forgetting the non-stop birthday songs during almost every period haha !

( will upload of the mini-celebration in class as soon as maica send me kkk ! )

this post seems so untidy and kiddy but sorry, i dunno how should i express myself haha .

ENOUGH OF THE THANK YOU .

a particular person in my sch makes me upset today ): and almost everyday now . why must it be that my close friend is someone who ditches oldfriends for new friends ? its disappointing . i hope one day the particular close friend of mine can understand how it feels like when ppl ditches u for their new friends . Hopefully soon .

its not abt the destination, its about the journey

2010-02-22T18:52:00.003+08:00

I AM BACK FROM

fuckup CHINA &

HONGKONG !!

Hi,
regardless whether its a restaurant,street stall or any indoor or outdoor area, as long as its china, u will see one bitch with a cigg & smoke smell tht smells like china men , ew .
Yes. This is china for u .

You say im chorlok/rough , go china & take a look at the girls and
Thats china for u .

You can say where you're standing is dirty, yr country dont practise personal hygiene,one strand of hair in yr food u whine, Go china & the word dirty is what u find.
Yes, This is china for u .
( if im rich,i will pay some1 ovr & teach them Basic hygiene-serious)

U dislike the sight of other race ? u will definitely enjoy the sight of what china got coz the opposite is what u see .
Yes, This is china for u .

China must nt miss out beggers, beggers flood all the targeted tourist spots .
their beggers must have went through acting lesson u know y ?
coz one acted blind and walk infront of us & beg beg beg , pity him give him a few bucks & continue walking 3steps , when i turn back to look at him , he alrd walk 50M ! pro pro pro ! Blind man walk faster than me when my eyes are Big , k ... at least i can see O.O

China u sux esp when my annoying relatives have t join in >:
( I shall finish my whole china holiday when i have more time k kz ) & ( HongKong) .

Bye ! tml wearing Ah pu nehneh costume ( ;

CNY

2010-02-13T21:34:00.004+08:00

ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR ! (:

& Im leaving for China,Macau n Hongkong !!

I Promise i'll update when im back ( ; love u all !
Happy Holidays peeps !!

BYEBYE ! ^^\/

the changes

2010-02-10T21:22:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii , feb !
i am damn tired that my ligaments are loosening themselves from my bones. Esp aftr realising how much Homework im still left with ! a total of 4Projects , im delaying the due date with the teacher till fri and then i'll secretly disappear on fri haha !

Had my first fight with Yuna today .. wasnt a very good day for both of us i suppose but from this incident , i learn a lot and im willing to get rid of the nasty me ( ;

My equilibrity just shot straight down on the side. Have to get my center of gravity back and get back on my feet. It's what I've been doing, isn't it?
I seriously, yet secretly, wish that a hole will suck me down right this instance. Sinking ships one after another, perhaps I should just tough it out in the waves and swim to the shore myself.

On second thought, I'll choose the option of running away. What's the point of all this really.

I'll never let you down even if I could. That I promise. Screw those who says promises are meant to be broken. It's just a bloody weak excuse for themselves.

And when we keep everything to ourself, because we trust nobody but ourselves, we'll come to a point of breaking down and complain no one's out there in this world with a population of 6.6 billion understand us.
we ought to shoot ourselves in our head ! ():

Should one feel happy when you've found someone whom you can share everything ; from the secrets you have to family issues to friendship problem , or vulnerable since this person now has the power to axe and destroy you with all that he knows?
whtvr it is ... im trusting u ( u know who u are ) i got a bad feeling about this, i felt threaten ):

SKIP SKIP SKIP .
blah blah blah .

SKIP SKIP SKIP !

even when i realise i have a pile of sheets waiting for me to clear them , i manage to get 20mins of my time to update this lill space , sweet or what . But then i notice im back to long & draggy posts ... but i cant help it , im emotional ): HAHA ok , i btr stop .

Bye !

for the change

2010-02-09T22:24:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii ,
i wanted to wait till Yuna send me the picts we took from our visit t sg but she is taking 4ever to send me so forget it . sorry cant make my post Any interesting ... B it .

was looking at myself through the mirror & realizing that i dont like what i see .
i Hate looking back at things i did & wondering y i was like that .
every day theres smth wrong , juz one trivial thing tht can make me unhappy for juz a moment.
its like its not even possible to have a day without one bad feeling ): but one gd thing for sure is i have the positive atittude about tomorrow , i believe tomorrow will always b a btr day (: hehe .

Anyw , HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI DEAR & EDNA BABY ! LOVEU2 HEHE !!

im sure xinyi , ashlynn and of coz myself enjoyed ourself today during our lunch breaks ( ; xinyi will definitely remember this year's bd . the whole celebration i must say wasnt very successful , it could b better .
sang birthday song with sisters to edna at 12 midnight , miss my girls .. miss everyt (): but somehow i dont know how but somehow i have t get over everyt and keep on going ! im the girl .

Gdnights ! will update soon i promise ^^ 手勾勾！

will it still happen ?

FEBRUARY is a month ?

2010-02-04T23:15:00.006+08:00

im late to welcome the month of February -

my favourite month as theres forever happy occasion , birthdates wont change right so Happy Birthday to all February babies including me the 24th plus guanyu & darren & ahjie . (psstt,i always have issue spelling the word , february.)

Welcome Feb with my wide arms <---- ^^ ---->!

Bye January the stupid month .

the old girl is Gone so is everything .

gone - the saddest word in a language , in any language.

___________________________

wonder how i look like now ?

hiiii, im Liping / Yvonne .

Look like i wear contacts , i like .

Miss my girls , btw i found the neoprint ! ( ;

accidentally take also nt bad haha

suddenly no mood to blog after posting these pictures ,mayb its becoz its unusual for me to post pictures i take of myself or probably my Moodswings again .

ugh ugh ugh. for feb , will update as much as i can .

i sound like im obsessed with feb & as if feb's a guy , i'll definitely fall for him ya ok wtf .

Its a month Liping - noted *

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2010-02-03T19:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! HAHAHAHAHA
HILARIOUS

escape

2010-02-01T17:00:00.002+08:00

i want to escape from this reality . from this shit . from this happening .

FUCK MY NIECE .

(im gonna rant so dont bother reading )

fuck fuck fuck her , this obnoxious bitch .
what now , u got flu & stomachache become my fault ? becoz i pass it to u haha, stomachache haha . wtf , im sick of her blaming me for every thing and worst of all is i have to tolerate her shit & tell me why . becoz she is mtherfucking my niece , a niece that is younger than me . a bitch tht is fucking irritating !!!! she wont let me off for a day huh .
Major attitude problem 123 , that princess attitude u know mf . like what ? people talk behind your back you unhappy and expect them to stop hello , this is life . you cant have everything yr way -.o and this is like the 987654321 times i've told her . why cant a sec 1 understand this . must we go through it be4 we can understand ?? why cant we learn things as easy as its written on the whiteboard ? why must we go through it be4 we understand ?? be4 we learn how to regret ..... haiz .
she pisses me off like matchsticks ugh , dont even feel like facing her at all .
just want to avoid her whenever i can and talk to her only necessary becoz simple conversation with her can end up as trouble anytime . with her around, i smell trouble . complain Queen .
juz becoz she dont like this n tht . i must tolerate and let her have her way . wtf wtf wtf
this is worst than having a younger sister .
at least when i am my brother's younger sister , i dont Make them follow or go my way but i admit i always give them unnecessary trouble but theres always a cause n reason of it . but look at my niece , look at her .... she is leading a fucking princess life and she wan complain ? she wan ask for more ? fuck her .
should let her have the same treatment as the kids in africa , she can fucking die .
i know im not going through the worst shit and here i am ranting and complaining .... .sorry , this is the only way i can feel at least a lill bit better. tyvm .

last gdbye no ?

2010-02-01T16:45:00.003+08:00

& i wont b here now .

& this wouldnt happen .

& we could have a happy ending .

If only ...

i know the road is long , but im staying strong so dont cry becoz i know this is not my last gdbye .

EVERYTHING WILL B OK ... IN THE END .

IF ITS NOT OK , ITS NOT THE END .

Just for You

2010-01-30T23:21:00.005+08:00

This might waste 10 mins of your time But i hope you still bother to read becoz this is for You .

REMEMBER ...

1. Whoever comes are the right people .

2. Whatever happens is the only thing that could have.

3. Whenever it starts is the right time.

4.When its over , ITS OVER .

i know that when we saw each other for the first time in a long while ,

we both knew exactly what the other was thinking but didnt say anyt becoz it was too complicated .

No one falls in love by choice ,it is by chance .

No one stays in love by chance, it is by work .

& No one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice but unfortunately i was not given any choices t make a decision .

i love you, not only for what you are , but for what i am when i am with you .

i love you becoz you have done more than any creed could have done to make me what i am And more than any fate could have done to make me happy .

You have done it without a touch , without a word , without a sign,

You have done it , By Being Yourself .

becoz some1 doesnt love you the way you wan them to , doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have .

I am not confident .

i know i am smart, but not in the ways tht counts . i read people much better than books but i never have the words to explain my findings .

im only as funny as i feel . And i do not think im pretty .

i think horrible things about ppl and i let my emotions get the best of me .

im really not as nice as i'd like to be , Or as innocent as you'd think i am.

i am a contradiction to everyt i want to stand for.

im a big dreamer with lill motivation .

i am really no good at all , on my own .

But i am analytical with myself .

And i dont understand You , i was never aware of all the things you're going through , that you think and do .

u know i know we both know that i didnt play my well role as your gf .

But i've alrd did what was beyond my imagination - for etc , running around for 3hrs non-stop looking for u juz t make sure you are alright . people look as me as if im a freak or a fool but to me , its what u can make me do that make me love u .

i regretted pushing you away & cre8ting stupid fights that bring us nowhere but further apart .
i was Never there for You thats y im giving u a chance , an opportunity t get out there with freedom t find some1 else who can do it better than me . even if she put 1% of her effort in the relationship , she'll still do it better than me becoz me whom put 101% of effort in this Cannot b there for you and yet she can ..

Today , i woke up and it was a saturday .

i should've been happy but all i could feel was the suffocating in my heart .

i was out of day unwillingly and i wanted the rain but i never get anything i want .

You ran away last june for 4months & i cant remember why .

i never try t do what im suppose to & mayb that was why you left . i dont know .

but i know i miss u , i know i'll regret but for your happiness , i have to .

i cannot b selfish ......................................... but if you'd like, you can come back anytime . i'll still look forward t you return & i hope i can still regconise u .

never say goodbye becoz saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting .

Things will get worse before they get better .

please know there are much betr things in life than being lonely or liked or bitter or mean or self-conscious .
Lov3 some1 becoz . yr know your heart may b badly bruised , or even the victim of numerous knifing but it will always heal , even if you dont want it to .. it keeps going .
it is up to you to find them .

There's a lill truth behind every ' just kidding ' ,
a lill curiosity behind every ' jus wondering ' ,
a lill knowledge behind every ' i dont know ' ,
and a lill emotion behind every ' i dont care '
please understand that its not juz an attitude or a change, theres always something beneath it .

GONE .

the saddest word in the language.

in any language.

SOME DAY YOU'LL KNOW WHY I WASNT MEANT FOR YOU 因为一个人不爱你你湾他们的方式，不是说他们不该爱你与他们都有。

not my day

2010-01-29T18:43:00.004+08:00

Hiiiiiii .

every tue i will go pasar malam with xinyi & on thurs she'll come my house so yesterday was thursday .. she came my house and we combed barbie doll hair , play with my winter coats , cameras , funky spects & webcam .

here they are .

she thinks i still look cute this way , wtf .

pengsan * !

what ? gl .

thanks siao char bor gureh-gureh ! ^^

thats all for today .

(Rah)² (Ah)³ I going bloghop , bye !

ah choo

2010-01-27T20:58:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii .
I realized time is running out. Again. And yes, I will cherish and treasure (if these two words are the best descriptive words for this instance then so be it) every single bit of it.
And I think I've been through this before. Sounds really familiar isn't it?

body temperature seems t b toying with my thermometer - up & down .
not fun at all coz the blocknose/running is causing me fever , sore throat, headache Ugh ! i could blow a bucket of mucus a day i swear , bring tissue box t sch like a spastic child but it was for a good use . yay ( ; uh no , btr still if i dont need them right .

cross country practise run today and i only power-walk with ashlynn and amazingly we can overtake those runners HAHA . wtf friday which is the real CC im gonna over-take u & show u my ass bitch , watch my butt move hehe !
hopefully im well by then (cross xx) Fingers .

many runs to the toilet becoz i drank Plenty of water enough t get any1 bloated . so dont ask me drink more water , thx .

facial today & i was continuously thinking'( im gonna slap xiaoshi 阿姨 !!)'
coz it mf-hurts like some bitch tearing yr skin Apart . Oucccch .

nth else other than my niece is a bitch so is her dad ( :

singapore jan visit

2010-01-25T16:37:00.005+08:00

what will b her next word .

Hiiiiiiiiii ,

i visited sg ystd & mayb i thought i shouldnt have .

went with 4thbro n his gf , got into separated ways with them as im meeting kt , got myself a snack from Breadtalks, not pleasant in fact msia bread taste btr , haha .

note* (spent $1.50 on bread)

MacDonald for lunch with leo,yj,jeff & jemt and took enough photos tgt as a memory i suppose .

note*(spent $6 on macspicy)

i was equally fine to all of them then , never miss out or neglect any (:

initially the guys wanted t do their new year shopping however we end up at cineleisure Theatres/arcade wandering around like lost souls . while waiting for the time t pass so that we can at least watch a movie t make ourself feel more occupied within the few hours ..

some were at the arcade , some were sitting down day-dreaming , some happily chatting ,1 crying & ask me why .

caught 跳出去'jump' . note*(spent $10 for tix)

Thought it was some boring chinese movie but overall its a pass . good enough t kill time wee & also an excuse if i dont talk t any1 ( : hehe .

leen came and then cabbed down t kem to hunt for 1person ............... ugh , the end .

y would i expect myself running around like a dingdong woman ? sorry for reminding you of yr bad 2009 i'll vanish from your 2010 so that u can have a much btr year (:

cant really blame me for bringing u along but no worries, i wont ask u along anymore even if i have the chance oh still , thanks for waiting ( : kt .

sorry leen for the fail visit plus im terribly sorry t yr lill meimei coz she must b feeling cheated uh .

after all the drama - the end . cabbed back t paragon & got lost in paragon== like maze only .

found my bro & then home by 11.30 .

note*(spent $12 on cab)(noted tht the notes r annoying).

Bye .

Bestfriends? my ass .

Best ? my ass .

Friends? my ass .

Bestfriend ? My ass .

singapore

2010-01-23T18:48:00.003+08:00

[1] I need to tell you a secret look at 5
[2] The answer is look at 11
[3] Don't get mad look at 15
[4] Calm down don't be mad look at 13
[5] First look at 2
[6] Don't be that angry look at 12
[7] I just wanted to say I love you
[8] What I wanted to tell you is... THE ANSWER IS ON 14
[9] Be patient look at 4
[10] This is the last time I'm going to do this look at 7
[11] I hope you're not mad when I say this look at 6
[12] Sorry look at 8
[13] Don't get mad look at 10
[14] I don't know how to say this but look at 3
[15] You must be really mad look at number 9

(credits2meiling) :D

i juz wanna say fck tht fellow who died today ok , die also dont choose to die yesterday la !!! coz of --- death malaysia custom closed till 6 then Liping cannot go sg lo wtf . & every malaysian have to wear a black cloth on the left hand ._. orelse some bigfuck will whack u then fine $$ u ... ok , big mean people .

( fyi , i can get fine for this )

wdv it is . im going sg tomorrow no matter what . no one can stop me now , not even you ... dead person -.o !!

kristy

2010-01-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

i miss you kt ):

no longer there

2010-01-21T22:29:00.001+08:00

IM HAPPY .

Hiiiiiiiiiii .

im back to those what-i-do today posts . too bad since i got nth else t blog about ...... & u wan know my life right so read on ( :

miss shorty came in my class early in the morning and started talking n talking non stop , she have t elaborate on minor stuff and make it seems important , worst is she is repeating like a broken tape recorder , whats wrong with her . her lesson is definitely a 睡眠课！！

have t see more of her this year , sos !

ok i think thats enough coz im not in the mood t blog ... bye .

YoutubeLovers.

Junko Furuta

2010-01-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

( i know this is long ) ; FK THIS CRUELTY .
i swear i will burn their balls if i know them , z !!

This is one of the most notorious and worst cases of torture murder ever recorded in history. It is also one of the most horrifying and heartbreaking.

Exactly twenty years ago, a sixteen year-old girl was going through the most unimaginable pain, waiting for the endless suffering she was going through to end. For 44 days, nobody helped her.

Her killers are now free men. Justice has never been served, not even after 20 years.

Once you hear the story, it is not easily forgotten. Her 44 days of suffering will forever be known.

WARNING: FOR STRONG AND COMPASSIONATE HEARTS ONLY:

On November 22, 1989:
Junko Furuta was a girl in Japan who was held captive in a house by four boys. There, she was raped countless times, then tortured to death in unimaginable and incomprehensible ways for 44 days. She was 16 years old.

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junko_Furuta
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(from Wikipedia)

The crime:
In November of 1988, Boy A (then 18), Boy B (Jo Kamisaku, then 17; Kamisaku was a new family name he took after being released from prison [1]), Boy C (then 16) and Boy D (then 17) from Tokyo abducted and held Furuta, a second year high school (grade 11) student from Saitama Prefecture in Misato, for 44 days. They kept her captive in the house owned by the parents of Boy C.

To forestall a manhunt, Boy A coerced Furuta into calling her own parents and telling them that she had run away from home, but was with “a friend” and was not in danger. He also browbeat her into posing as one of the boys’ girlfriends when the parents of the house where she was held were around, but when it became clear that the parents would not call the police, he dropped this pretext. Furuta tried to escape several times, begging the parents more than once to help her, but they did nothing, apparently out of fear that Boy A would hurt them. Boy A was at the time a low-level yakuza leader and had bragged that he could use his connections to kill anyone who interfered.

According to their statements at their trial, the four of them raped her, beat her, introduced foreign objects including an iron rod into her vagina, made her drink her own urine and was fed cockroaches, inserted fireworks into her anus, and set them off, forced Furuta to masturbate, cut her nipple with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. (One of the burnings was punishment for attempting to call the police.) At one point her injuries were so severe that according to one of the boys it took more than an hour for her to crawl downstairs to use the bathroom. They also related that “possibly a hundred different people” knew that Furuta had been imprisoned there, but it is not clear if this means they visited the house at different times while she was imprisoned there, or themselves either raped or abused her. When the boys refused to let her leave, she begged them on several occasions to “kill (her) and get it over with”.

On January 4, 1989, using one of the boys’ loss at mah-jongg as a pretext, the four beat her with an iron barbell, poured lighter fluid on her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set her on fire. She died later that day of shock. The four boys claimed that they were not aware of how badly injured she was, and that they believed she had been malingering.

The killers hid her corpse in an 55-gallon drum filled with cement; the perpetrators disposed the drum in a tract of reclaimed land in Koto, Tokyo.

Arrest and punishment

The boys were arrested and tried as adults; but, because of Japanese handling of crimes committed by juveniles, their identities were sealed by the court. However, a weekly magazine Shukan Bunshun reported their real names, claiming “Human rights aren’t needed for brutes.”[2] Furuta’s real name and details about her personal life were reported exhaustively in the media. Kamisaku was judged as a sub leader, at least according to the official trial.

The four boys pled guilty to a reduced charge of “committing bodily injury that resulted in death”, rather than murder. Boy A’s parents sold their house for approximately 50 million yen and paid this as compensation to Furuta’s family.[citation needed]

For his participation in the crime, Kamisaku served eight years in a juvenile prison before he was released, in August 1999. In July 2004, he was arrested for assaulting an acquaintance, whom he believed to be luring a girlfriend away from him, and allegedly bragged about his earlier infamy. [1] Kamisaku was sentenced to seven years in prison for the beating.

Junko’s parents were dismayed by the sentences received by their daughter’s killers, and enjoined a civil suit against the parents of the boy in whose home the crimes were committed. When some of the convictions were overturned on the basis of problematic physical evidence (the semen and pubic hair recovered from the body did not match those of the boys who were arrested), the lawyer handling the civil suit decided there was no case to be made and refused to represent them further. (There is speculation that the evidence may have been contaminated—for example, by unidentified persons who raped Furuta.

One of the most disturbing parts of this true story is that her killers are now free. After putting Junko Furuta through all that suffering, they are free men.

****-What they did to her and the suffering-****

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989. They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead. All this had happened to her while she was still alive. They are disturbing, but the truth.

All of this had happened.

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DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta’s unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

first lesson

2010-01-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiii ,

we had our first lesson today n seems like my life is rewinded & one good thing is everything isnt as unfamiliar anymore , now i feel smarter in class alrd . haha

Me & hueyi was laughing at mr.Indran like mf , his an indian and sorry t b racist but seriously , he has a fcking funny Mouth / smile / laughter especially when his teeth is white . i dont think My class can concentrate if he comes in without a mask , seriously serious .

i should take a picture of him soon and cheer myself up when im feeling down with his sexy photo ^^ . why didnt i think of tht today ...

im gonna sue channel8 show ' together ' . ask me why ,

coz it was 9pm and i hurry myself t the tv & my tv fcking drop on the floor as i push it towards my direction and there goes my tv . wtf !!

then as expected , my 3rd bro come in kpkb .... turn my room upside down , & he fcking throw the banner my sisters give me on the floor . muz b sick of living -.o !

ANYWAY , Liping made her bro angry today .

successss ^^v

hehehe

on a saturday

2010-01-16T18:26:00.002+08:00

i was looking at old photos , i started thinking that there was a time when these werent memories .

Hiiii ,im blogging more than i should have .

i was never happy since i came back msia till ystd but for that short while only . i only manage to feel the happiness for 5 hours and as always , i'm looking forward to feel it again . cause happiness & love is the best feeling i know . Thanks for giving them to me ( :

unprepared and unguarded , i'm fighting a war i've already lost

Anyway , i never felt so defeated right in the face before . probably i was too confident about this task initially . whatever it is i took up the challenge and i'm gonna fight fight fight it !!! i am & i will stay strong for people who cares for me and obviously 我自己(myself) la !

加油！加油! 加油丽萍！（：

Malaysia having '游神’ (im typing so much chinese.wtf!) today so i went out t watch them rehearse along with my niece & nephew , didnt talk much with my friends as im busy taking care of them while my 2 brothers were participating ._. almost died looking after the do re me kids .

Bye .

awesome schoool day

2010-01-15T17:24:00.002+08:00

( :

TODAY WAS AWESOME !!!
its the best day i had in this 2pid school , hehehe .
me , qiqi,joyce,ling,xian,xinyi,ashlyn,jingni had to do a last min performance and we had fun practising the whole rehearsed the entire day ( : basically , we girls have to sing shalallaa ~ sounds boring right ? so wronggg ! the song make everyone high like btr than any of the modern songs , haha !
when we were told that every student will b there as well , all back out and had no idea why we still did it in the end . but we're pleased tht we didnt cancel our performance !
were practically screaming our voices out like micophones doesnt exist ! i never had the chance to perform in bds but i was given a chance to in this sri andalas 2pid school .

THANKYOU FOR TODAY EVERYONE ! ( :

thought why dont have complain hor today ?
correct la , liping must complain .
today my 3rd bro as expected want snatch com from me , download this download that like his own com . piss me off like fuck , put password and made him shut up oh w8 , he say i selfish .
wdv -.o !

90% of people got swine flu and everyone wears a mask .
million of people got AIDS and none of them wanna wear condom .
LOL @ HAHAHAHAHAHA .

an update of school

2010-01-14T12:28:00.010+08:00

first time put up picture of me and 7th bro O.O!

& edna , this was when i'm in sec 1 i think , plz ah ..... ! haha

i'm not center-parting !! , wind wind ~

Today , i didnt go to school .

got headache what , want get xtra 5points also gone juz like tht coz of my headache D: !! z

so i take this opportunity to update this site be4 my annoying nieces & nephew come back from sch .

i really want to go sch today coz my class is only left with 1 day t practise for our friday performance !! bloodyhell . skip school juz like a wink wink -.o

My class practically throw our face on the floor during the rehearsal lo , all the teachers face is extremely black even the indians , like xtra X another 100% black , can u imagine ? fking funny ! hahahaha . whole sch was like ' what they singing ah ? ' ..... but we had fun , really .

juz by standing there like vases screaming the words out instead of singing it , the audience still complain tt they cant hear us when they were suppose t b Mf silent and not talking louder than us . cute ?

&& There's this moron who looks exactly like mr sum (wdv-.o) & behave like him , always blaming me for every lill mistakes my FRIEND did .wtf ? and best of all , my Principal's attire expectation is exactly like ms abraham though she doesnt wear thick makeup , like what more can i expect from indian women ? win !!

this post is a Hundred % percent complain/complain . hahahaha

i miss all of you really , even people i use to roll eyes at (: no one for me to roll eyes at in my current sch except for the principal & mr sum look a-like la ya ok .

me & classmates r bonding well and tht fcking reminds me of Yj,jemt , jeff,bg in class D':

as for the girls ~ of course i miss Kt , yx , sisters , eileen , yuting !!!

got 3 girls as crazy as kt (tell me how to survive ? 1 of kt enough alrd , now 3 !!! ) , 1 very lame but still cannot fight with yx ( haha) , moreover my classmates r like my sisters , sadly ... no one as fat as leen but still , i miss her !! , and one gossip-queen like yuting . Though none of them reminds me of jess or renee , i do miss of alll of u bitches !!! )': not forgetting leo,brian & des of coz .

thats enough about my ahnehneh nightmare & the imissyou ppl .

smth bds dont have is a rooftop ! my secret hideout with my friends , we would go up there on our first break when it was cooler to eat & throw stones . the scenery is awesome n so is the company . hehe , tht place makes me feel btr , much btr but tt idiotic moron - mr sum look-alike is guarding the access door like a guard-dog starting from today !

tht moron still can ask me why i give him the look as though he did smth wrong .

omg , this is so long and whine-ney !

BYE !! ( :

the first week

2010-01-09T18:03:00.005+08:00

what?

no picture what , this blue hill look nice anyw . just imagine it got a mask on it la ok .

Like this ! wtf wtf !

i'm sorry , i coudnt rembr how was my first day of school but to let you have an idea of my new school or my week in my new school , wdv ..... here it goes .
My uniform is a white blouse made up of black straps down and Damai material skirt but in dark blue , like bedok green , the shoes and socks have to be in Black and the only thing that reminds me of bds is that the blouse have to be tucked in .
im seriously ok with it , it makes me feel neat & a lill bit smarter alrd . ha-aha ! new student must leave a smart impression what right ? haha .

first day of school already wild n scary enough . i have a smth against indian women or should i say ... teachers i tell u , thankQ ms abraham ! best of all , most of the teachers r indians like 6 out of 10 ! see them have this habit of checking my hair and Blouse , haha !

school start with 2weeks of orientation cause there are alot of ppl like me - the new students not the crazy ones or mayb both . the girls in the school r fking crazy n talkative , yakyakyak only like me like tt .i feel u ppl man , now i know wht you ppl meant when u say you hear too much of my voice . Haha , apart from the non-stop yaking . they r fine , they are really pretty. havent even add me (: haha got 3 from my class already plus you must not forget tht my class only have 17 students -.o cause its a international school .

so its like from sec 2-5 only got 60+ ! HAHAHA two bds class combined win alrd .

so everyday orientation with the sec 2,3,4,5 , projects n mostly groupwork . school starts from 8.30-3.45 ! reach school earliest at 7.30 ! first time i tell u , abraham will b so proud of me la ok .

btw , i did smth really silly yesterday ... my right hand was busy and there was this irritating mosquito infront of me so i tried catching it with my left hand only but i failed .

im gonna get bangbang from my mum alrd coz she juz came back from work and i havent bathe or tackle the mess in my room , die liao die liao . and _l_ my third bro , fking annoying .

Byebye ! tkcare all and jiayou yj,jeff,bg ! gottta buck up alright ( :

songs

2010-01-03T14:20:00.001+08:00

FOREVER BY YOUR SIDE .

will b happy .

SOS

2010-01-03T03:33:00.002+08:00

MY . OPTIMUS . PRIME

visiting school in a day like every1 else but i wont b seeing the familiar faces . D:

alw hate going bck t bds but nw how i wish i am heading t bds n not some Private paris hilton-wannab training ground - help . SOS

my dad is crazy , n so is my school .

school starts at 8.30 n ends at 3.30 every fcking day !!! wtfwtf , worst thing is my dad wants me t b in sch by 7.00 ! O.O 7 fcking o'clock . worst than attending bds , feel like some china bitch who spends her life in sch ... hell .

I MISS YOU

i fucking need you D:

i'll have a good start

2009-12-30T14:10:00.006+08:00

K; im counting down 10 9 .... 321 alone at home ton8 ,

thats the best start of a year . yay

Hiiiiiiii .

if you still havent realise , im currently in msia n wont b returning t sg in any time D: i miss you you you you you you n youuuuu ..... fkyeah . and if you miss me 2 , you can send me an email or find me on9 ! i'll b yr first penpal friend . yay ?

can you believe next year is tomorrow ?

Smtimes things juz wont end nicely , even when its the end of my horrible 2009 ... having to spend your last hour of 2009 alone at home . its a win .

2010 bettter better better MUST B a better year - like a pretty 1 plz for me n everyone else coz 2009 fked me n many ppl up , really badly .

Im ready 4 U 2010 ..... (this post is full of numbers!)

you know .

we gotta work damn hard t achieve a pretty 1 .

AND SO ,

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[)one .

fk 2009

2009-12-29T13:38:00.002+08:00

rah rah ah ah ah , roma roma ma gaga ooh la la .

2009 is certainly a bad year for most of us , tell me who enjoy 2009 ?( tag me if you do . ) you must b a lucky bitch .

2009 screw me , screw my life , screw everything . thxthx

once again , a new year is round the corner n i will find a day t do a new year resolution !

Hopefully this time round , my new year resolution wont go backfire like 2009's . instead of going well , it went on worst ... much . probably X my age - X15 . fkyeah .

currently at kt's place .

im going home , goodnight !

pictures

2009-12-29T01:36:00.065+08:00

Out with ROBIAATUL for her school stuff .

the receipt look so long but actually only 2 items !

cotton on too much paper i guess O..O

i tell u , this bloody cotton on at suntec is a Bitch , me n ahbi was like hunting suntec down for tt bitch shop but end up - Renovation !! you see our faces when we see tt ' exicting shop coming soon ' &&&& when we found cotton on , scream n stares * .

HAHA

fucking cute lill tripod stand .

i feel like i look like - The hobbit . hehe

Must b wondering how come half of the picts my hair is straight while the other is curled ?

coz some nice lady help me curl . yay

i Look fucking Old . D:

like an auntie la , auntie liping !

HELP ME !

LOOK AT MY FRIZ , LOOK .

help me with my hair D; , YOU .

THX AH BI FOR HELPING ME WITH THE PICTURES !

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You get me FuckedUp , Bitch .

2009-12-26T22:47:00.006+08:00

Hi .

today , im happier than a bird with a french fries . yay .
as usual , princess kimmei took a long time t come from her pungol nearFar house . bitch!
so i had t meet edna at eunos 1st n we cab down t ecp even though we were an hour earlier , i know - wtf .
vail n kimmei missed their bus 31 and yay4us . meanwhile , me n edna had macs .
so finally the 2 princess arrived n so we bowled ; bowling .

and
and
and i did btr than i expected . yay !
talk as though i score a 200 but actually juzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ovr 70++ ! HAHA .. shh .... shhhh , shutup jeff shutup yongjun . shhhh .... Pro/s . ( :

aftr a total of 80 throws we went up for Photo hunt * and Time crisis * and some really shit car game * and more Time crisis * and more photo hunt * . Yay .
unfortunately , weiling got work n hanting got service orelse it'll b another 6-sisters Outing ! ) :

Macs for photoshoot like muo-ter-er .
No La , juz taking pictures from edna's phone . hehe
miss my girls x abc !! & i might b meeting robiaatul 4 a newyear shopping soon , yay !

Happy Birthday 2 this Bitch ! (-):

love u many many .............. B happy .

& this bitch meet me 4 dinner last night n best of all , she help me do my nails . from the yellow yellow unhealthy nails become Purple . pro or what .
Never never underestimate the power of ------------ jiang jiang ~ ( :@ ) ! hehe

i miss my Bitch.

Pictures spam

2009-12-26T20:12:00.021+08:00

This are ages ago , really long ago .
not my current look ,

you got me ?

seriously , Damn long ago !
LONG AGO PICTURES .
ok .

when my heart was broken , my girls was there 4 me . yay

At vail's place fooling around w the webcam .

china eyes ! epic . hahaha

immitating -- hahaha !!

CHC .

girls out .

juz me n vail .

surprise visit 4 edna .

My 15th birthday . thx thx

Airport aftr school .

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PICNIC
LONG AGO PICTURES .
I SAID , LONG - TIME AGO .

LONG AGO OK .

when liping fail t blow a bubble - sad face . LOL

Our ball dropped into the water n this kind blanga help us take . yay

Aunty lucy !! hahaha

the standard over-reacted expression

Time for 100 pictures of Liping . hehe

self-timer me n Yuanxi dearest !

cheers .

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this was also Long time ago .
REALLY LONG AGO , SERIOUSLY .

LONG AGO AT JEFFREY'S BBQ .

kick fat boy . hehe

Me n weiling .

Her i-miss-desmond look . haha

ending this off with -

YEAH !

Video

2009-12-25T14:53:00.002+08:00

i thought this was cool ! :D

im in sg 4 xmas fkers

2009-12-25T05:22:00.004+08:00

Merry xmas bitches ( :

ding ding - dang , ding ding - dang .
Im alive n so is my phone ! yay , so call me 4 all you wan .
its coming t the end of December again , hello Santa , hello beautiful lightings n Helllllo presents !
seriously if any1 you knw who's a bitch n is desperate 4 prez , fk herself but if your case is like me n us . we shall go rape santa n make him give us all the Toys he missed out when we were a kid .

Yes , Barbie dolls .

HOHOHO !! Merry christmas .

Gdnight ():

Tonight ,
it'll juz b

changes

2009-12-19T21:31:00.003+08:00

IM IN SG ! SG SINGAPORE SGGGGGGGGGGGG !

Why is everything changing ?

more thoughts trickled in , momentarily keeping my eyes open .... im in a total denial of a long-term stay at this place . i felt ostracised from my regular surroudings , like avoiding this reality intentionally . i could nt digest the fact tt i was here for smth as trivvial as retaining -.o But my inner consicence was alerting me - there was more to it than tt .

collective responsibility muz b accepted n everyone made liable . But i was nt the law t punish others .... perhaps a more vicious action was on my way .
Memories of friends n life in sg slowly deifted in like mist creeping in on the morning ): ): ): ):

this was no christmas for a santa claus , why would any1 smile n roll out the red carpet 4 me ? i was a delinquent ( uhm, mayb nt tt bad but Yaok ) , well , at least im not a diplomat coz yea , i offend any1 easily all the time . i could nt expect royal hosipitality from these Guys . i juz hoped they would nt shove me around .
Yeah . Meaner ? Nahh .

did you 11.11 wish came true ?

remember ...
1. Whoever comes are the right ppl .
2. whtvr happens is the only thing tt could have .
3. whenever it starts is the right time .
3. when its over . Its Over .

say what you want but i think Hitler was a closeted guy .
HAHAHA , OMG-GAY !!

yay , gay ........ the War is over gay . yay !
it'll b ohkay Liping , it will all b okay ( :

Afraid of losing you , n everyt else ..................... hell yeah .

stuck in malaysia

2009-12-14T21:01:00.001+08:00

Hi all , im currently im malaysia n im fucking stuck HERE4ever !! ):

FuckMyLife

2009-12-10T23:22:00.001+08:00

now even You dont give a fk about me so tell me why the fk do i
still have t care ?

seriously depressed , all have left . alright , go .... All go .

why does it keep coming bck ???!!!

Like who gives a fuck if i sucide .

i knw every1 says Fml but seriously , FuckMyLife .

pictures

2009-12-09T18:37:00.021+08:00

You break those hearts as though you were breaking some world record .

hard to believe tt some1 like me is addicted to Facebook .
OK , IM ADDICTED TO FACEBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK !

( :

i spent 1 hour of my precious time uploading n arranging these Farewell pictures though i miss out quite a few , please enjoy !

FAREWELL GATHERING
30/11'09

they're juz friend my dear anderson girl ! hehe

this is a candid of the 4 huge ppl ! hehehe

this 2 wear like as though they attending funeral , i havent die leh girls !

robi/eileen the pervert take pict of us when we're eating ():

candid by ken

yx look good here , duh .
think who's the person who took it for her , yours truly . hehe

yx's hand , she's grabbing jeff's balls . hahahahha !

sweeet - des & wl

the rest r candid

ken n km ! hehehehehhe

Individuals

peter chao ?

fattttty leeen @:

kaypo sim , xi yong , pian tai jun !
hehe

peter chao? rk ?

potential FB pict ? yes ? no ?

orbi !

fat leen !

Anderson girl !

Lonelyboy_1994

see tt pervert at the background with his dslr ?
he took several shots of us so i took a pict of him , haha @ tt perv

Potential models ? yes ? no ?
HAHA , NO !

Kolar Bear hug , hehe

Group 1

Group 2

girls n ken / girls .

Sisters without HT n my banner !

Girls.

Yx . Kang . Bi

KangLiping

drawn by Yx darling , loves . !!
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&
Reneeeeee FanXiaoTong !
Thanks Babe , loveeeeeeeeees !

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CLASSSSIC ! C:

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

kiss

2009-12-07T16:32:00.002+08:00

"A kick to the teeth is good for some
A kiss with a fist is better than none"

Does all grown-ups nag ? ():
coz my 17 year-old bro is fking nagging at me at this instant .
i can nvr believe he knows how t lecture / nag till i hear it with my own sexy Elf ears , hehe .
come on , he look n behave like any ordinary teenager who only cares about his own life but who knows he talk-alot about me infront of me , ok . that sounds 2pid n pointless but tts the point ! n tt .....

irritates

me

alot !

fk , now his sharing stories with me ._. this is pureee torture !
tt totally spoil my mood t blog , im left with no choice but to also share a story with you readers , well at least mine isnt about old farmers instead , its about a German Shepherd . hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe , hehe .

THE SLY GERMAN SHEPHERD

One day the old German Shepherd starts chasing rabbits and before
long, discovers that he’s lost. Wandering about, he notices a panther
heading rapidly in his direction with the intention of having lunch.

The old German Shepherd thinks, ‘Oh, oh! I’m in deep doo-doo now!’
Noticing some bones on the ground close by, he immediately settles
down to chew on the bones with his back to the approaching cat. Just
as the panther is about to leap, the old German Shepherd exclaims
loudly, ‘Boy, that was one delicious panther! I wonder, if there are
any more around here?’

Hearing this, the young panther halts his attack in mid-strike, a look
of terror comes over him and he slinks away into the trees. ‘Whew!’
says the panther, ‘That was close! That old German Shepherd nearly had
me!’

Meanwhile, a squirrel who had been watching the whole scene from a
nearby tree, figures he can put this knowledge to good use and trade
it for protection from the panther. So, off he goes, but the old
German Shepherd sees him heading after the panther with great speed,
and figures that something must be up.

The squirrel soon catches up with the panther, spills the beans and
strikes a deal for himself with the panther.

The young panther is furious at being made a fool of and says, ‘Here,
squirrel, hop on my back and see what’s going to happen to that
conniving canine!

Now, the old German Shepherd sees the panther coming with the squirrel
on his back and thinks, ‘What am I going to do now?’, but instead of
running, the dog sits down with his back to his attackers, pretending
he hasn’t seen them yet, and just when they get close enough to hear,
the old German Shepherd says…
‘Where’s that squirrel? I sent him off an hour ago to bring me another
panther!

THE END .

Moral of this story…
Don’t mess with the old dogs… age and skill will always overcome
youth and treachery!
brilliance only come with age and experience so theres actually no fcking point for us - kids to go against our parents ):

Tumblr \m/

i dont think you can ever forget some1 who was once the reason you smiled

2009-12-04T16:38:00.008+08:00

im finally , home .

how should i start my post .
hmm .... ok , how about yesterday (..) ?

Yesterday i caught 'New Moon' at TM with dearest renee yesterday before i finally decide t go home .
im nt a twilight nor a taylor laut' fan but watched it for the sake of watching it .
the whole 2hours in the theatre felt like its only 1 hr , which is really weird .
Newmoon was a 50 50 kinna thing for me but the ending ... seriously sux ttm !@@#~% like really bad . everyone was like ' omg , tts it ???! exclaimation mark ! ' . wtf !
despite the pathetic ending , im glad i watched the movie especially becoz i watched it with Renee ( : loveyou renee , hehehe .

Are you a Twilight fan or a taylor laut' fan ??
check these picts i found on Tumblr , i thought these were cuter than the movie .
hahahahha

( hairyyy hands ~~~ )

we love cameras n we r whores so we camwhores . so practically , we are cam-whoreees .
we camwhores , we love cameras n so does tt make us whores ?
this confuse meeee ! thx ah jess , camwhore camwhores camwhored O.O wtffff .

ya anyw , me n renee took pictures with her camera but i see tht she havent upload them n i hope she wont coz unfortunately , it wasnt my day t take a nice photo , i dont look photogenic in any of them , sucks ):
as we were taking pictures , some lady came up t us n pleaded us t do a survey so tt she can finish her work fast , so yaok .

open plaza > Toy r us > montique > dvd shop .
and she brought many many many movies while i only brought 1 . pathetic compare t her !
btw , i saw many many many many transformers there O: hehehehee .

strange tt the journey bck home suddenly became very unfamiliar .
Home .

Being alone does not make you lonely. Being lonely does not mean it will only happen in situations when you are alone. I am way past the phase. I like being alone, not excluded from the world. But alone, being yourself, not pretending, doing things you like. Humans are so hard to interpret. ():

2009 is an eventful year. It was incredible exciting and challenging n a year tt changed many things . I was thinking about this while i was on my way home , and I am really thankful that I got to know some people. Especially people who can identify with an oddball like me. We are so similar, too similar that it will freak you out.

Sometimes I wonder does everyone needs love? Or do they want love? I found out that I am not someone that really like to express my emotions. Do I sound a bit de-humanised to you? To me, I believe that (iloveyou , imissyou)those words come in great value, it might just be another three words phrased together. But along with those words came commitment, trust, etc. Why bother saying them when you don’t even mean it at the first place? Everything seemed so…forced. ():

Sometimes, I feel that we had been on a wild goose chase. We have been chasing non-stop. We want to be someone else, we want to have this/that.

Reality, this is reality.
This is the world we live in.
Am I disappointed?

Yes, I am.

There is no person in the world that is made to handle every punch that’s thrown at them.
We aren’t made that way. In fact, we’re made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall.
We aren’t supposed to be able to handle everything.
But that’s what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us most.

( :

(will upload all the photos when i recieved all of them)

thank you very much
for everything , the farewell 'party' which seems more like a gathering , the slipper , the memories , the fun , the gifts , the company , the pizza , the dance , the game , .
...... and to our friendship !

kristy ( though we didnt meet)
edna,kimmei,weiling,vail,yuanxi,robi,eileen,
yongjun,des,reekee,jeffrey,jeremyteo,ken .
+ the best of all ,
RENEE FAN XIAO TONG .
im seriously very grateful to All of you !!
♡♡♡

all the best for your future endeavours <": cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers ! - -- - - - - - - -

all the famous buildings put together , where's esplanade ? HAHAHAHAH

a messsage

2009-11-27T22:38:00.002+08:00

hi all , im bck in sg .
call me or leave me a msg on msn or my tagboard if you wan t contact me becoz as xpected , i exceeded my phone bill so once again , phone line is temporary unavailable . i can only recieve INCOMING CALLS .

i will b going back t msia very soon , probably a week later n this isnt a temporary visit t msia but a permanent stay in msia . see you all soon . (;

random

2009-11-23T15:29:00.003+08:00

currently at factory's office n juz when as i was about t finish this sentence , a blackOut occurred . thank goodness im using the laptop or i'll b pized off ttm , as usual ... the un-saved document or posts tt make me re-type alll of it . sucks .

ystd night , i was chatting w bi , we started our conversation w xxxxx n the conversation didnt end vry friendly plus + my annoying nephew off the power switch n i couldnt go on ebuddy asftr tt . fml .
called him instead n got fked up by my 1stbro , sucks .

if only i didnt start w xxxxx , we probably have a gdnight .
ya anyw , DEJAVU .

2009-11-22T20:25:00.004+08:00

some time ago at tt ' 国家公园' . 2008

1st bro - peanut game !

hahahahhaha

on the boat t see fireflies

first of all , MY BOYFRIEND IS FKING CUTE .
and he himself muz b wondering why i say tt out of the sudden right .
well , its becoz my bf has A BLOG !! YES , A FUCKING BLOG ... !

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

the link is a secret between me n leen ^^ , We both couldnt stop laughing reading his posts .
seriously ................ JOKEEEEE !!!

tts all about it . HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHHA
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHHA AHHAHAHAHAH .
brothers 4ever . HAHAHAHAHAHA

Msia

2009-11-21T20:31:00.003+08:00

Hello all !! , its been so long since i get to touch-on the web .
suddenly have the urge 2 start my post with ' Dear diary' kinna thing , haha .

Dear diary , HAHA .
it doesnt hurt t start with tt righttt so why nt .

1stly ! i miss Singapore or mayb the people there .
Secondly ! im hungry ):
Thirdly ! i cant think of any Thirdly .... Ok .

i have nt been updating my blog but i've been updating my wardrobe thx t my mummy X million for yaknw -$ , hehe .
i get t do alot of catching up w Family but yet i really do miss my sg life , esp tt holiday life .
it been pouring catz n dog like sg but we have btr drainage system so no flood ^^ unlike sg , hhaa !!

back by the 27th of Nov so continue missing me !
some ppl might have alrd get use t my absence but nt everyone , or Yet .
im missing everyone ok esp some1 , alw the first for me t miss n alw the only one tt make me miss till i end up having a terrible headache , You-Know-Who ? hehehe .
love loveee you

byeeeee ~
tkcare allll ( :

Growing up

2009-11-09T15:52:00.005+08:00

Growing up
So this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change.
you do the things you used to be against, you date the people you thought you never would, and you befriend the people you used to hate.
You’ll learn what it’s like to have your heart broken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, and to feel as if everything is really falling apart.
There will be times that your life seems so absolutely horrible it feels like it’s not real. despite all this, good things will come too.
You’ll make the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shouldn’t. Your broken heart will heal once you find the most perfect guy you’ve ever met and just as nothing else can go wrong, things will only get better.
There will be the days you are so happy and the days that you feel like dying. drama happens, gossip goes around and people talk shit. Maybe this is just the teenage years, maybe it’s life, or maybe this is just what growing up is.

Im . Seriously . Damn . Lazy !

i love (F)ood , bigtime !
eating is an enjoyment , wo ai eating !!!! ( :
bai buaix bye !

when i was suppose t sit down from 9.30am-5pm studying , i slack a few mins drawing these
( :

cant compare though ():

n the cup of tea in front of me .

try t figure out wht is it , its much clearer in life .

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY FATTY BOMBOM VAILEY !

you knw we Love you , orelse why would we spend 2 hours of our time pumping 200 balloons n tying them tgt , n 3 hours t reach the destination , right ?
haha , hope you love/Touched wht we prepared for you .
you better b !

we wanted t do smth like this ...

though there isnt any helium , they still look good on the floor dont they ?
hehe !

LOL @ mum & daughter conversation .

daughter : mummie , what r those dogs doing ?
mum : they're uhm ,... baking cookies .
daughter : i saw you n daddy baking cookies in the living room last night .
and .... i licked the icing off the sofa .

[ sick joke ]

slideshow

2009-11-06T12:28:00.002+08:00

Ecp with wl,km n vail ( : some time ago , enjoy !

miley cyrus - party in the USA

2009-11-05T17:22:00.005+08:00

MILEY CYRUS - PARTY IN THE USA .

fckyeah , she's hot n so is this song .

a super uber cute 4 year old korean girl tt can dance tecktonik !